i can't put in a form of expression.

i've been crying inside for at least the past few weeks.

not depressed, just a weeping sadness.

that last dream magnified it even more.

in the background, there's this persistent dark and evil, rumbling murmur.

it too has been there, not a single, but voices all intertwined with the sadness.

it's a thoughtless emotion that cannot be expressed by word alone.

sensing all, good and bad, living every thought, feeling and emotion.

love, hate, happy, sad, kindly, morbid...

all playing together, it has been making me feel ill and a slight headache.

whatever it is, it's close... very close...