Waiting on lottery results being the only positive moment in your week sounds more to me like a reason for dying than a reason for living.I hope my numbers will come up as much as the next guy, but I'd be pretty miserable if hoping for something with odds like that was the highlight of my week.

face  it  once   the  sex  life  is  gone  its  all  downhill   from  there:

well   he  could   afford  a  lifetime   of   viagria ;

please consider me and others like myself and my husband we have been married 31 years and have others, not fincially but in other means.  While working 2 jobs apiece we can only make ends meet.  My wish is to be mortgage free and be able to take one vacation with the man of my dream (my husband).

There are so many  people of good standards would love just to have a break in life. GOD bless you and I am so sorry to hear of your lost.