Original Blog Entry: Gambling

weshar75 — Mon, 18 Jul 2016 04:36:40 GMT

I was gambling earlier online with my mother's points on an online gaming website and I lost all of her points again. She was upset when I told her because she just won the points last night. I felt bad for a little bit but mom being mom planted a seed in me about why I even gamble in the first place because here it is 2016 July and we are just past the half way point of the month and I am broke waiting for mom to give me money for things like tacos at the taco truck and lotto and junk food. I want to realize why I do gamble in the first place so that I do not spend all my money on losing tickets and losing casino runs for not. Granted 80% of my $1702 that I make is spent on monthly expenses to keep mom and I afloat and not on the streets. But I do have $300 to $400 dollars that I have to myself each month and usually I spend it on lotto and junk. 20 Years in November of this year since I first gambled until now and nothing to show for it but empty pockets. Sometimes I want to scream out loud after a losing casino run or another $2 or $3 losing ticket but I say to myself their is always next time. It is days like this that make me think I should not gamble because I think too much about it and not go with the flow.-weshar75

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