I have to share this with you all. My mother wants to know why I cry a lot and she thinks I need medicine. (That mode of thinking is very prevalent in the United States. A pill for everything! You know why? The commercials every two seconds from the Pharmaceutical companies who pay billions for them ,to brainwash you into thinking that. By NO MEANS am I telling you not to take your medicine, NO WAY, but use your senses. EVERYDAY they come out with a new one!!!!!!!!! America is popping them like “Certs”. I can never be fooled. I see through everything. I always have. It’s a gift from God and I am starting to think that it was given to me for a reason.

Anyway, back to the crying thing, the reason I cry a lot is because of my passion for this land and I look around and very few Americans feel the way I do anymore and it is scaring the $%#& out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s like everyone was abducted and had their brain re jimmied.

In 2010 I came real close to killing myself, real close!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who would be doing this if I had?

A greater force stopped me from offing myself.

Use your imagination on who or what.

I have to go for a walk.

I get too emotional and my mother doesn’t help matters any. I love her but I don’t need medicine!!!!!!!!

(Maybe a joint, as soon as I make it legal. We have laws)

A beer with my brother and some catch with my nephews would be nice,too.