Everything is by design. We are in charge of nothing.

Years ago as Tookool, here on LP, I would post a set of numbers that I called, “2 draw Molly” on the PA thread. “Whiskey in the Jar”, Molly is mentioned. “Diamonds” Molly is mentioned.

The PA 595, my balance in my account, -595.

He loves to joke, and He wants us to figure things out with our minds. The greatest gift, next to life.

I came back from Arizona in 1985 to be with the girl that I truly loved. I ruined things because of my addictions. You didn’t want to know me, but I never hurt anyone physically (Power of Christ)

In 1986 “Master of Puppets” was released. I was in a bout of severe abuse (My liver is still intact, power of Christ)

Certain combinations will open “Doorways” (I am balling because I know what had me)

Right around June 2^nd of this year Christ came to my rescue.

I feel so beautiful.

Full of good.

I don’t know why He picked me. Maybe because, even though something awful had me, I was still trying to do good, by helping people win. (As Tookool, thehitter, Koolmo, cashman777 and the Digit Master)

Very emotional, I will be back later.

She was my sacrifice to be here now, doing what I am doing. Everything is by design. Everything!