“Waterworks” tonight and I don’t know why. Maybe there is NO hope. You should see out back and the vehicle collection that is going on. Should be a code and I think that there is but it isn’t being enforced. Very dangerous sign, when laws are NOT enforced.

Back to the “accumulation of stuff”, I have NEVER done it like so called normal people. EVER.

My last place, I LEFT everything except my computer (For my work), clothing and some personal things, Photo’s, letters, Bible, stuff like that. And my ” box fan” to dry my towel after a shower or bath and my radio, for NPR.

I know that because of my non-collection of stuff and my eating habits, that I am different. People tell me that all the time.

Why am I like that? I don’t know and sometimes I think that I am losing it and may need professional help. Or, maybe my way is the right way and that scares me.

I think on Monday, I will seek some professional help and have them read the threads and see if they can help me make sense of things.