The toughest one because it produced a beautiful Daughter.

L.O. ... when I was arrested at the house on the lower eastside, I still remember the look on your face.

Sadness, and for the next 6 days I just laid in my bunk thinking about your face until my brother brought bail money. I am sorry he did (Wasn’t his choice, it was Camille) the self-medicating really kicked in after that. (It wasn’t my choice and I know that now) I know that I didn’t treat you very well when I was like that but I am so thankful that I never laid a hand on you. (Camille wouldn’t allow that. I never hit a girl or a women ever in my life!) I am so sorry.

Thank you for the beautiful Daughter even though I wasn’t supposed to love.

I still loved you and always will.

If it would have been a son, it would have never taken place.

My Daughter is a miracle and I love you honey.

I will see you soon.

Footnote:

I thought that I had a son by another women. He is NOT mine.