To Whom It May Concern,
I need to take a break from gambling. I have a gambling problem that must be addressed. I have been on a losing streak for some time now. I have allowed frustration to build because the winning number is within reach. However, I cannot seem to grasp it. I have gone back to my old ways of playing too many numbers neglecting the reality that only one number combination will be drawn. I am experiencing an unending cycle of emotions from hope, anxiety, disappointment, frustration, and back to hope again thinking "maybe this time my number will come". I have wasted too much time and money. I have had a lot of losses during my 2 year gambling reign including a car that no longer works. Oh, boy. I realize that I have put much trust and dependence in the lottery, number predictors, posters, systems, and methods, all the while neglecting my one and only true Savior, Jesus Christ. My lack of attention in reading the Bible and praying has lead to a life of losses and instability.
I will not be posting the grids after today. Seek out sources that can teach you how to create the grids as I did since I began gambling. For many of you, not seeing the grids will be no great loss because you are awesome at your own methods and systems of creating numbers to play.
If I decide to play again, it will definitely be in extreme moderation. Now that I have decided to take a break from gambling, I anticipate that my long awaited numbers will come. At least, this has been my experience when I have decided to not play a day or two. Ugh!
Best wishes to all of you in reaching your goals.