It's coming intoTuesday...first and second showing of my past love in her finest...things are beginning to get quite personal for me. I've done my best for my children. The kids are beginning to accept the tragedy. Seems that the spouse or even the ex-spouse that cares, needs some help and support. For my children's sake, I have to be more business like in order for them to go on in life. Everyone who has lost someone should know the feeling but it never gets any easier. In all of my sixty-two years of going through the last rites thru interment, I still feel the same or worse.

  I must lay this berevement to rest as I will be watching another segment of my life disappear forever...in Arlington National Cemetery...where I, too, will go someday!

Teufellj...