Elizabeth03's Blog

My cat is reliable. She is a friend to me.

 

She accept\s me the way. i am with all of my flaw's, and quirk's/ People have let me down, and disappointed me, but my cat want\s my friendship, and attention!

Well being a woman, feel's like a challenge. i don't know, about you, but it has it's challenge's.

Learning new thing's. How to handle challenge's. We are competing with other women and men for thing's in life. i have menopause, and it affect's, me mentally. i hve alot of anxiety and focus problem's.

As well as the physical symptom's of menopause, such as hot flash's.

And i am going to start hormone therapy, with some medication's, that have side effect's. i am willing to try them, and if they make me feel ill, will stop them.

 

I have been dealing with menopause on my own, and thought of trying natural medication's from the drug store shelf. But instead went to my doctor.

Plus, i am getting my  blood tested, at the hospital this week, and getting a urinalysis done there as well.

So that is my excitement.

Also trying to win the lottery.

Anyway, trying to get a house cleaning, or light cleaning job, plus volunteer, and take my mind off my trouble's.

 

And i am living with an old friend, and he has his quirk's.   Also wanting to get some romance in my life, with this guy or somebody else.

 

Plus i yearn to win the lottery, and make sure that my, cat is happy.

 

Plus dealing with anxiety, and depression. i do go for counselling for it.

Just wanted; to know, how everybody;, is doing? I,am having a stressful time with my decision's financially . And worried, about my senior female cat.

 And-feeling comfortable around, other human being's!

Is, anybody else having a difficult, time, as well, with everyday life?

 

Thank you, Elizabeth

Anyway, i finally moved out of that ladies apartment, where i slept on her couch, with my unhappy cat, .

 

I, moved in with an ex boyfriend, who i tried, being friend's with in the past. And we kept away from each other for 3 or more, year's, till I contacted- him; and told- him that i and my cat- needed a place to stay- and I would pay him room and board- or rent!

Well myself and my cat- have been here since Sunday, and he, is  irritable;a perfectionist. And used to living on his own, with a cat- he had there, he gave her back to his friend, while we, are staying- with him.

He is a confirmed bachelor, his name is Scott. And i regret, moving in with him, but will do, it till, i get another place to go to.

 

Until I get more money, I hope that I can handle everything, and for my cat- Katie's sake!

 

Bought a lottery ticket- and taking a gamble!

The lady, that i ,looked at an apartment with, a potential roommate, is ditzy, she doesn't know her way, around the city, despite; having a car!

I need to move now, but she is too unsure of herself, and the woman, is 61 year's old,. And get's around quite well-.

 

If i was able to afford a place on my own, I wouldn't waste my time with her!

 

The lottery look's more appealing then this lady!

I have a dilemma when or if to get, a flu shot, as the last time, i received one, it was painful on the arm for a few day's, i threw cold water, on it every day; the sore area- of my arm- to take away the pain- eventually it worked

Plus in the past, i would get sick from the flu shot, with flu symptom, - side effect's!

 

So that is my dilemma!

A very wary- Canadian- about, alot of, sh##t,  thing's!!_

People use the term christian, very loosely, they think that because you believe in God, that you are automatically a christian.

i believe in God and jesus, but don't act godly all the time, i get angry, i get jealous, i feel all the ,emotion's that everybody, else feel's. Sometime's my thought's are very dark.

So, no i do not want to call, myself a christian, as that is too much pressure to think and act, a certain way. And that is, not how, i am.

I want to win the lottery, and I mean alot of money.I would be careful with the money,

And not over spend!

Though, as being broke is not a fun way to survive!

Have a good night everyone!

i have day's where I do not listen to my instinct's, I will just do what i want. I was going to walk in one direction, as my mind was telling, me to do that, instead i went in the other direction.

Maybe i would of made a friend, if i had gone, the other direction.

 

Instead i went another way, and walked by too many people, that i did not care to see. i have a problem with crowd's, they are not my favorite!

Anyway I hope tomorrow is better, as I need to find a new place for myself and my cat Katie, to move to!

Well, there have already, been several accident's, and people sliding their car's, and some going off the road, or into ditches, from the heavy snowfall, and rain, we are experiencing.

It is, cold and nasty, out there. The road's and sidewalk's are full of rain, snow, and slush, and it is dangerous, getting around.

Some of the people, did not have snow tire's on their car's, and truck's, so the weather, was definitely not, for driver's, out there- today!

Wherever, you are going wearing, a seat belt, will protect you,while in a vehicle; any day, of the year!

 

Well, i looked at a house the other day, with a lady, that work's with people, with different, type's of disabilities; to get a roommate and a place to live.

I was not crazy about the woman!

 We looked, at; This old house in a good neighborhood; i could never afford it on my own. i wouldn't mind, because it was beautiful inside, but needed, new window's and door's, as they were cracked and old, and the outside, step, had the cement breaking off, of it, but other than that. I liked the look and feature's of the house.

The inside of the house, was attractive, other than the window's and front and back, door needed replacing.!

 

This, Saturday, i will be meeting, with the lady, again, and she will introduce, me to another female, that may be a potential roommate, for me, to get another place to live. 

I, have to find just the right place, for me and my cat,  and even; if i don't get a suitable roommate, from the meeting, on Saturday; that is fine too, as long as I  finally get a good place to move to, somewhere, interesting!

Taking a gamble in life!

Well, in Canada, it was very cold out last night, and i know that snow is on, the way.

 

I hope that everybody, was safe, where they live;

I may move down town, if i find a nice place to live, but unsure how safe it would be.Finding peace of mind, seem's to be tough these day's.

Anyway, going to finish my tea, and go for a walk.

 

Hope that you win the lottery, remember, stick to a budget, and don't go over it! 

Currently, staying with the lady and her cat, and my cat in the small apartment. Sleeping on her livingroom, couch is quite, uncomfortable.,  for me.

And my cat, is uncomfortable too, as she is used to going out more.

So, it is scary for me;

I thought, of trying a house cleaning company, for a job, but it is hard work.

So I am very confused.

On the positive, side- I bought a lottery ticket- so I have that to look forward to.

Well I had;  to leave the condo, because of the mold and unhealthy and unsafe condition's.

Am currently staying with a lady that i know and her cat and my cat Katie, in a cramped apartment as I am sleeping on the livingroom couch and concerned about my nervous scared senior cat staying with me too!Also stressed out, the lady Gail -that i am staying with=as she is too eccentric and stuck in her way's . Help!! The woman- literally hoard's thing's in her apartment;

And i have almost fallen, trying to manover my way around;

 

She did not really want me staying, with her but did so as i am homeless literally, with my cat- till thing's get better for me!

And, i find another place to stay- and live;, that is not stressful for us, and unbalanced!

Don't get me wrong, as I an grateful for a place to stay- but fearful of losing my cat, outside- as she like's the fresh air!

Hoping i win the lottery in a good form and maybe a good job, down the line- so, my cat, Katie, and I, can live a more healthy life- soon!

I have to find a place to live, our condominium townhouse has structral damage to it, from crack's in the wall's, to former flooding problem's in the bathroom, to under the kitchen sink, to mold in the carpet and floor's, so we are moving, my brother will move in with a friend of his,

And I am looking for a room, to rent, or an apartment- would be even better for me.

i might get a roommate, although i prefer to try living by myself, with my cat..

 

Also i have to get the content's out of my house, and have peace of mind, at the same time.

 

I am trying to take chance's and try what work's for me!

 

Thank you for your comment's.