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"Footnote to my last post!"

To top it off, my Church where I was baptized……………………………right up the street!!!!!!!!!

 

Things happen for a reason and don’t EVER forget that.

 

We are IN CHARGE OF NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Entry #149

"Always hope with numbers" (Strength in...)

Just had yet another conversation with yet another person who absolutely thinks that there is no hope of rebounding. His name is Nick, good buddy, good man. Grew up in “Little Italy” his whole life.

Me too, I grew up here. (Until the late 70’s)

I am back, and you should see it. (Just love the gun shots) Terrible! (And that is an understatement and a half!!!! )

Nick loves to go down memory lane on what was once here and I see the tears start to well up. (Lots of rich history that will be forgotten in a trash heap!)

That makes me start writing %$#& down! I don’t give up, ever!

Until death and people think that I am still in my 20’s or early 30’s and I can still move like it too.

 

Can’t explain it.

 

Start chattering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mitt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Serious players!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Positive change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Entry #148

"2and2" Again.

2and2

 

2005… J4 attempted to get a hold of me.

I blew it off and never returned the calls .

 

That was Camille J4 and you have to believe me.

 

 

I would have never blown you off.

 

 

 

 

 

Not in a million years or for a million dollars.

Entry #147

"2and2"

2and2

 

Every girl or women that I have ever been with told me that my underarms never smell and that I make them feel different when we……………………….you know……………………………..in a good way.

 

Don’t know everything. Trying to piece it together with help from Camille and my life experiences including with J4. Something interrupted it.

I wasn’t supposed to have her………………………………………………………….then.

 

Tears……………….gotta’ walk.

Entry #146

"So much crying"

Not my choice.

 

Energy, it cannot be created or destroyed.

 

 

Just converted.

 

 

We are pure energy.

 

 

That is all I am allowed right now.

 

Gotta’ walk.

Entry #145

'That's what I thought!"

No choice in the matter!

Very important!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Nuclear weapons DID NOT come from them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Something very Evil spawned them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

The leaders MUST talk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Entry #144

"Sorry"

A footnote:

Sorry. She has me messed up. You don’t know how good she feels. No words to describe her and how she makes me feel. 1000 of the most beautiful women in the world on me, maybe.

 

“It came from the Gods”

and Goddesses”

 

Camille is the Goddess.

 

I have to walk.

Entry #143

'No choice in the matter"

Not my choice. (Camille)

The reason that I was picked is because I am more efficient. (The food, Box fan, stuff like that and I appreciate works of art to the nth degree. Always have.)

And, I am a Hybrid. The original pure Christian people were very efficient . (Mind blowing efficient! Way ahead of us. I don’t know the whole story and I am trying to get what I can before she leaves me)

 

I have to walk.

 

A footnote to my last post:

“It came from the Gods”

 

So true.

Entry #141

"Her name is Camille"

News flash and yes, I am crying. (No choice in the matter)

 

Any great works or abilities that are produced by males, in forever.

The main generating force is the female side of Christ. I call her Camille and she is okay with it.

(Camille is a beautiful name I think. I didn’t name the male, a women needs to.)

Including this song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8K-4r_D26q0     (Listen closely guys and girls, you know what I mean)

 

 

And, my Mathematics.

 

This is how they communicate with us.

 

I have to go for a walk.

Entry #140

"2and2" (I think)

I knew that I was different.

There is only one of me.

That is why I am so protected right now

I have always eaten small amounts of food but I would maximize the burning of that food.

Stronger than most…almost all.

I could always hit and throw a Baseball a ton for my size. And still can. (I am 5 11” and around 170 and very little fat) People couldn’t believe when they witnessed me throwing or hitting. I always used a ton of torque. Mostly it came from my waist. I would crush the ball.

I never collected or accumulated anything and I think that I figured out why.

Excess work, lugging it around and very inefficient with the amount of food I eat.

 

I am a hybrid.

A Christian and Earthling.

Why me, I don’t know but I think that I have to make babies.

 

Maybe because Humans in general are getting bigger. You are wired for survival and you are eating more and more and more.

You will kill your selves off if I don’t get to work making some babies and getting those babies in to the gene pool.

 

I may be wrong but I don’t think so.

Everything is by design, including this.

 

I was a little worried for a little bit, I thought that I was the “Angel of death” and that I would have to go. But I am not.

 

No one will tell me nothing, I have to figure it out on my own.

Entry #138

"No breaks until we have it in the bag"

Most of you have jobs I assume, but who knows now a days. (The job market is kind of rough right now)

Anyway, great place to start talking to people who are aware that this place called America is changing and NOT for the better.

There are some serious players in Mitt’s corner and I am talking SERIOUS players.

A full on assault is being planned and WE haven’t even won it yet.

That is called confidence and you can rule the world if you have enough of it.

No time for games!

Even on your breaks, start chattering.

I wouldn’t steer you wrong so please have some trust in me. (Or faith same thing)

Entry #137

"She won't log in so I have to do this"

You are still so beautiful J4.

You still take my breath away.

I needed to say that.

I have serious work to do.

The numbers will be posted by 6 or 7.

Entry #136