CC2328's Blog

I still  need big time help here in Phoenix. AZ I am trying so hard to keep it all together . I'll be honest  my wanting to win so bad got me in a lot  of  trouble  I over did it and now the money is not there to pay the bills and every   bill  is  behind by three months . MY poor husband  is just so understanding  but  I wish I could just make it right if we could only go back and correct things like on a key board go back a fix our mistakes ,but thats not  possible  for those who are like me that are trying to win and play with bill money stop  !    before you get into deep its a real night mare ,I wish i would wake up  all  ready.

I am 51 years  old and I have  nothing  TO  show  for my life  .   I try so hard  to best  for every one around me  ,  I  am   allways there for family and friends I TAKE  ALL THAT I HAVE AND GIVE IT ALL AWAY  TO   THE POINT THAT I DO WITHOUT . BECAUSE  I  CAN'T SEEM TO SAY NO , BUT  I  FEEL SO ALONE BECAUSE  THE ONLY TIME  I HEAR FROM ANY ONE IS WHEN THEY NEED SOMTHING. I  NEED  TO HIT SO BAD ALL MY BILLS ARE PAST DUE AND IT 'S GETTING TO THE POINT  WHERE I MAY LOOSE  WHAT LITTLE I  HAVE

I FEEL LIKE I'M A BIG LOSER I PLAYED MY GAMES Like I'VE Done for years and no matter what I Can't get a winner  the   closest I'VE  come is 3 numbers on lotto  I had a pick .3 number played all week  for  some reason on wed I forgot to play it don't you think it came out /// I  JUST FEEL LIKE A LOSER  HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!