I am having mixed feeling's about my upcoming birthday on Saturday.

As I have not accomplished my lottery goal's yet, and it is frustrating.

I feel like I am letting myself down, all the time.

I really want to move out of the place, that i share with my brother, he is not, my biological brother; as I am adopted!

So we do not get along some day's!

If I won the lottery, I'd be able to move out of where I live, and my cat and I could find a happier place, to live. 

Plus, I would be able to buy a truck for myself. Also, I'd be able to help people and animal's along the way.

Right now, I am not able to afford to play the lottery daily, unfortunately.

if thing's change, i will be able to play the number's more often, and I am sure my luck would change for the better.

And then i will be able to make the change's that i really need to make, in my life!

Have a great day!