i started off this year on a roll and i do mean roll.by the time this summer hit i had already won about five grand online,the flowers were blooming and my children were easy going creatures.fast forward to the first part of the summer and since then the last five months i haven't had nothing but rotten luck,lost weight,gray hairs,frayed nerves and screaming kids to show for it.what the hell happened????  then my work put us on notice that it was ending,the internet gambling bill got passed which will eventually be a pain in the ass to try to jump through hoops and deal with shady fly by night banks to play online so that will deprive me of more income.what did i do to get this kind of karma?  i sure wish the tide would turn and i could get some of my bearings back but its still looking bleak at the moment.you are powerless to change things beyond your control and this is one of those situations were greater forces are at work.the ball just hasn't been bouncing my way.......