i would like to thank a few people for sending me private messages or writing me in my blog to wish me well here lately.i've had a few family and personal issues these last few months and i haven't been up to my true form.i would also like the webmaster here to know that i would never do anything foolish or stupid against this website.its true i haven't quite been myself for a while and maybe the strain is showing but i fully support this place or i wouldn't be here.i would never ever do anything intentional to start trouble or cause any issues here nor would i want to.todd i want you to know i love it here and i really want to support and help in anyway possible.sometimes you have to walk in a man shoes in order to know what is really going on and this is one of those times.i also just found out my mom has spots on her lungs due to smoking and might have cancer.this plus all the other stuff i have mentioned like my work situation,children and other issues have just about exhausted me.i'm used to pretty smooth sailing and not use to all the adversity suddenly thrown my way.i'm making mistakes,my lottery play is shot and my life is in shambles right now but please give me the chance to bounce back.i want everyone to know i will bounce back and be like i once was.this is a bump in the road but a very large one and i will make it.i want todd and everyone here to know that i like it here and don't want to cause no problems.i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me and all i'm asking is to give me a chance to prove that i can be the best i can be like i was before this storm in my life hit and that what doesn't hurt you makes you stronger in the end.i'm looking forward to getting my life back together and racking in those dollars and predictions and helping my friends and todd make this a fun place to visit.i will make it.......