It seems like every midday workout I do falls in the evening so I'm str8 up just wasting cash in the midday.
But when I thnk about skipping it altogether I get worried like I'm gonna miss something and I place stupid bets.
I didn't play today and my predictions from the midday workout came out exactly how they did before: 3 days out, evening draw.
It's cool that they are coming on time...but it would be nice to have the money to go along with a successful prediction.
It's like my head and my hands are not matching up.
I need to meditate and do some affirmations before I start again.
I'm gonna focus on TRUST. Trusting the process and resisting the impulse to worry.
That ugly fear is causing my hands to waste money when I can clearly see the patterns.
I know what I need to do...I just haven't been doing it.
It's 2:10am Sunday morning.
I refuse to do a workout right now.
I'm gonna take that time to clear my head.