i don't think you're crazy.

I'm very sorry to hear about your loss of a loved one.
I do not believe that you are crazy.
To get in contact with someone from the "other side" is not that difficult. I've been around when it was happening. It doesn't take alot if you are spirit sensitive. If you know what it feels like. I've learned a great deal about this sort of thing when I was very young before I could even speak. I can remember it more as an understanding & a feeling. It's not something that someone can teach you. & it's not something that you can try really hard in which to achieve. For me, I was able to feel spirituality before learning words. & I'm glad to have had that part of me come to the surface first.

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I lost someone in March. And I don't think you are crazy. But what do you really hope to find out by this?

This person burned to death in a fire,only a couple of hours after I left them.It was a shock to say the least.I am hoping that they come thru spiritually via John Edward to let me know what transpired,and if they are okay.I never got to say ,I LOVE YOU.