Once upon a time awhile back i met the most wonderful warm and kind hearted knight,he was the world to me,I worshiped him,it was the reason i got up in the morning and the reason i would rest at night,i couldnot wait for the sun to rise above the world because i knew i could count on him for anything,he was the most perfect advisor and could calm me and make me see things in a different light,i was so so happy but 1 day my knight took a breif vacation and returned 2 weeks later,To my surprise he was different somehow,i couldnot pinpoint it at first but when my letters went unoticed and i didnot get a simple hello i knew that something terrible was wrong,You see this perfect ,kind warm and gentle person that i thought was my knight would conversate and write everyone else but me,He even interacted in groups giving them advice but when i made an entrance he would leave; after a while i realized this perfect person didnot really exist at all but it was much too late  you see after all this time depending on him i grew an attactment and had fallen in Love,i wanted a person just like that so badly i saw the characteristics in the wrong person; you see the Knight part of him,i mean the perfect part  was all in my dreams,this actually devastated me and i felt life everyday was a struggle because my inspriration and hope was gone,vanished just as it had appeared to me,I hope noone ever make the mistake i made of thinking the world of someone and putting them way beyond who they actually were,i miss that perfect person i saw in my Knight but i am now developing a new attitude that will  help me  cope with  life's  everyday  mystery  The End,Delores247