Lately i haven't been feeling that good...For the past week i've had a terrible headache...Is in my occipital part of the head right behind my right ear...It feels like a needle is pinching my skull from the inside out...And the thing is that it hurts specially when i worry...Just watching CNN worries me...And News, country's soccer matches and cartoons is the ONLY thing i watch on TV...Everything else on TV is borring to me...

Like 3 days ago my neighboor died...A vein pop in his head...He was only 15 years old...Every 3 days or so i will see him on the streets everytime i was walking to the Super 99 (Panamenian Version of Publix or Walmart, is a grocery store) is very close to my dad's house, just the next block or gone and take the bus...I would just waved at him when i saw him...

And it has me worry that maybe something similar is happening in my head...As i am speaking to you right now it hurts...I know is not high blood pressure because i check it like 3 months ago...And i don't want to go to the hospital because like 4 months ago i got insurance since i've been in Panama from december of last year..It was hard to get insurance because i was too overweighted...I lost 40 pounds since i decide to go on the threadmill but now i got a little carried away and i think i gain 10 more pounds..I should weigh now 230 pounds...I am on the threadmill again...

I don't know but this headache has me as we say in Spanish, "Suave" (basically is saying that the headache is playing with me)...Headache is terrible...I have to rub vicks on myself sometimes and it will go away...It also hurts when i drink pear juice...It will go away when i take headache pills...Is funny because very few headaches i've had in my life..I think i can count the headaches i've had my entire life...