NEVER SECOND GUESS YOURSELF

Powerball last night I had thought about 25 and 69 initially but changed the 25 to 35 and the 69 to 50. That decision turned $50, 000 into $20.

But every mistake is a lesson. The lesson is never second guess yourself. Although with the 69 it was more about not wanting 59 and 69 on the same ticket. I have an issue with more than one number ending with the same number. I thought I was over it but I guess I need more time to get over that hang up. Gotta keep reminding myself that a number is just a number and any number is possible.

Even 29-39-49-59-69 (19) is possible because the ball machine doesn't care about your hang ups. It treats every number equally. Yes, the combination may look odd but don't make optics prevent you from being on My Lottery Dream House. 

This was the closest I've ever gotten to the 50K prize; it hurts but the universe knows best. 

What to do with my $20? Yup getting some Fantasy with it.