The universe is so cruel. I don't need anymore proof that the universe has cursed me. What did I even do in the first place to be cursed? And what do I have to do to break the curse? 

So I got four lotto QPs with double play. I got three numbers (28-46-51) in one line in the double play but in the other lines I had 4-38 and 46-51 and 4-41. So all the winning numbers for $250,000 were on the same ticket. I guess there is a slight possibility that if I had gotten five QPs that the 5th one would have been 4-28-38-41-46-51? Well why didn't the universe make me play five QPs? Why would the universe do this to me? Put all the winning numbers on the same ticket?

Or is the universe teaching me another lesson? How many lessons do I need to be taught to finally win? Is the new lesson that if I get a bunch of QPs I should randomly select three numbers from one line and three more from the other lines? But that's not even an actual lesson because how am I supposed to know which numbers to pick? That means the universe isn't teaching me a lesson. The universe just purposely put all the winning numbers on the paper to mess with me. The universe is having a big laugh right now.

But it goes back the initial question? Why is the universe picking on me?