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Haven't been back here for a while. Seems the more things change, the more they remain the same. Sometimes we question our expected purpose in life. When a lifelong partner is lost, especially when it's totally unexpected, it's like falling into a bottomless pit. The darkness of grief surrounds you as everything passes you by with no end in sight.

I have awakened early some mornings to an empty bed wondering if she is having her coffee or preparing for work, and then suddenly realize she is gone forever, never ever to return again. Those have been some really really bad days.

Always cherish and love the ones around you, life is not a guarantee, it's a gift...

Entry #621


Comment by Gentlespirit - August 17, 2008, 5:36 pm
Comment by budward - August 17, 2008, 9:57 pm
I felt like that after I lost my 18 yr old son in a car accident 10 yrs ago. I fully empathize with you and want you to know you are still in my thoughts and prayers!!!
emilygComment by emilyg - August 17, 2008, 11:55 pm
Good to see you. Hugs to you.
justxploringComment by justxploring - August 18, 2008, 12:56 am
Just remember that she wants you to be happy.
csfbComment by csfb - August 18, 2008, 2:55 pm
Darling, rest assured she is in a better place. Otherwise, life is but a farce.

Last nite, I was gazing up the heavens with all those tiny twinkling stars, and I ask: Lord, you've created the heavens and the earth, and everything in between and man, you created in your own image - What is the meaning of it all?

I am sure there is something over yonder way better than we can fathom.
LottoVantageComment by LottoVantage - August 18, 2008, 7:11 pm
Thanks to all of you for your heartfelt comments. You always seem to be there when I and others need a lift up. Rest assured you have made this a brighter day!

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