I hope this does not mean that you are leaving us.

Happy Halloween! I hope this is not a good-bye! I will be sad if you leave. I don't know why you would depart but you are one of those members that has my utmost respect and admiration. Your posts and analysis have always been well thought out and insightful, I learned much from them. I believe you suffered a deep loss and it is painful, I also lost someone and this crazy place helped me deal when I was bumming out massively. Hang in there, if you stay, great, but if you leave hopefully you will come back,   and I (we) will be here.

I just went back and read science vs. god email, good one thanks again.