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I Need A Miracle...


My life is a nightmare and each day it gets worse...I try to be positive and it hasn't helped...I am tired of this and want out.

If anyone needed a miracle it is me...I could go through a sad list of events from my life and the current hell I am going through...but what is the point really? All that matters is it sucks, I hate it and everything is way beyond my control to change unless something big happens...a miracle.

I just want to scream and cry myself to sleep and hope I don't wake up.


Sad Cheers


The real bad thing is I have always helped people and been there for them and in my time of need...I got no one, nothing. Frown

Entry #17


LottoVantageComment by LottoVantage - May 11, 2010, 11:56 am
Not everyone has forsaken you, did you know that God is watching over you? When you are completely positive that you have reached the ultimate bottom, look up and place yourself in God's hands, and things will begin to get better. God can and will help you if you ultimately trust in Him and ask for His divine guidance...
konaneComment by konane - May 11, 2010, 2:03 pm
I pray events get better for you in the near future. If you can take some time to meditate (listen to God or your higher self whatever you choose to call it) for information you can't see for yourself while in the middle of turmoil. Also try to listen and trust your intuition all the time. The shifts and resulting turmoil we're going through are not easy even for those who who have been following those events for years. Again I truly hope things improve for you very soon.
sully16Comment by sully16 - May 11, 2010, 2:31 pm
don't give up thrust. pm me I probably won't be able to help but, I will listen.
MzDuffleBagladyComment by MzDuffleBaglady - May 11, 2010, 6:54 pm
Know that you are not alone in going through some changes.......
My Jeep got hit last Monday by a drunk driver, the cops locked him up, but they didn't tow his vehicle? Mine had to be towed and it's not drivable, and it was sitting , parked. The guy was looking at some girl walk down the street. Now, my Jeep is totaled and they want to give me chicken change for it? And, they haven't got me a rent-a-car, and it's been two weeks, His Insurance company keeps calling me, wanting me to accept chicken change, for my 4x4 Jeep?
Keeping my head up, and praying you do the same.
Change is going to come.

TenajComment by Tenaj - May 11, 2010, 9:56 pm
If you got your HEALTH and is not in prison on death row you are doing good. Count your blessing.

Some people don't have their health. They would take losing their home, job, love and all their material things for good health.

You have a lot to be thankful for.

Things mean what you make them to mean. You can get money, you can get a new love, you can replace material things.

Go play some feel good music to lift your spirit to get your mind out the negative mood. Go watch a movie that makes you laugh. There's some good comedians and good music on YouTube. As long as you think negative you will feel bad.

Stop beating yourself up.

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