Not everyone has forsaken you, did you know that God is watching over you? When you are completely positive that you have reached the ultimate bottom, look up and place yourself in God's hands, and things will begin to get better. God can and will help you if you ultimately trust in Him and ask for His divine guidance...

I pray events get better for you in the near future. If you can take some time to meditate (listen to God or your higher self whatever you choose to call it) for information you can't see for yourself while in the middle of turmoil. Also try to listen and trust your intuition all the time. The shifts and resulting turmoil we're going through are not easy even for those who who have been following those events for years. Again I truly hope things improve for you very soon.

don't give up thrust. pm me I probably won't be able to help but, I will listen.

Know that you are not alone in going through some changes.......
My Jeep got hit last Monday by a drunk driver, the cops locked him up, but they didn't tow his vehicle? Mine had to be towed and it's not drivable, and it was sitting , parked. The guy was looking at some girl walk down the street. Now, my Jeep is totaled and they want to give me chicken change for it? And, they haven't got me a rent-a-car, and it's been two weeks, His Insurance company keeps calling me, wanting me to accept chicken change, for my 4x4 Jeep?
OMGoodness.
Keeping my head up, and praying you do the same.
Change is going to come.

If you got your HEALTH and is not in prison on death row you are doing good. Count your blessing.

Some people don't have their health. They would take losing their home, job, love and all their material things for good health.

You have a lot to be thankful for.

Things mean what you make them to mean. You can get money, you can get a new love, you can replace material things.

Go play some feel good music to lift your spirit to get your mind out the negative mood. Go watch a movie that makes you laugh. There's some good comedians and good music on YouTube. As long as you think negative you will feel bad.

Stop beating yourself up.