My life is a nightmare and each day it gets worse...I try to be positive and it hasn't helped...I am tired of this and want out.
If anyone needed a miracle it is me...I could go through a sad list of events from my life and the current hell I am going through...but what is the point really? All that matters is it sucks, I hate it and everything is way beyond my control to change unless something big happens...a miracle.
I just want to scream and cry myself to sleep and hope I don't wake up.
The real bad thing is I have always helped people and been there for them and in my time of need...I got no one, nothing.