I don't want to give up...but every day gets worse and worse. My life is a total nightmare and I just want out. I don't have my health, I need surgery and certain problems fixed, have no money, no hope of ever finding work...it is like I have been blacklisted or something...I can't just go out and do anything because my car needs work. I have said it before and I will say it again...I NEED A MIRACLE!!! I'd rather be dead than go through anymore of the BS I have been going through these past few years.
People in prison have it better than me and that is real sad.