Hello LP members, It is now 3:09 in the morning and I can't sleep. Body is in a lot of pain and the medication seems to me is not working. I saw my father for the first time since he was diagnose with bone cancer. He don't look good at all. Not his usual look. It will be soon. He out passing out Christmas gifts to the family. I am in tears that I can't even type. I am really trying to keep my spirits from going down, but this is just to hard to swallow. Yes, I beleive in the higher power and we all will leave with something, just not so soon. Just let me stay a little longer. Well, I just had to share with you what is going on. Maybe, reading about my problem makes yours seem small. May you all be bless and have a nice Thanksgiving and Christmas holiday.