Currently I am going through a situation similar to that of a traveler in the twilight zone. Know what I mean? You dont know why you re there. You just are. You dont stay there -you re only tasting, testing ,sightseeing,  collecting  information  for whatever the reason is.  Oddly, you know to behave with good grace and propriety. You know that you re a moving target. People are watching . This is life. This is growth.  The lesson is this -  growth is the openess to experience events and the willingess to be  changed by  them. Have a great life  !