Ok, by now we all know my parents are gone and how much I miss them. Yesterday was my family reunion and there was a  lot of talk about my beloved aunt. Who, incidently, is buried to the left of my mothers ashes. I usually just give her a nod when I go to the cemetery and likewise my grandparents who are lying behind her. As I was weeding and brushing off the stone in back, I glanced down to see if her stone needed any tending. Now my cousin lovingly takes care of her stone with beautiful flowers so I wouldnt overstep on her but I remembered that my aunt  won 5k once on the PAlottery and was an avid player. Soooooooo..... I said Maxine, what number would you play in the lottery? And as if she was just waiting for me to ask, replied "Play my birthday" I think she knows  I come often and was just waiting for me to  talk to her. Thats what I love to think : )  Maybe the time is right.

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