i am looking at the TV and they show this square with white dots that are stars and i said: Dude, mankind is one heck of a lucky person, there is no word in the dictionary to describe the word: lucky, there will neveerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr be a word in the dictionary to the describe that luck...everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr not even when the sun swallows up the Earth...looking at those white dots, makes your eyes watery...you want to know that luck what it might resemble???

you ever seen the movie: Saving Private Ryan??? Well imagine been in that movie or going to a war similar to the one in that movie not once, not 100 times but 900,000 trillion times and surviving all 900 thousand trillion tries...thats 900 thousand trillion times or more...yes trillion with a T...

and then when you look at yellow/white skin people you want to say...

thats why God has to exist...

i know i feel bad sometimes thinking, what happens if when we die and there is nothing out there to catch us, specially us been that alone...I know....