Well I can't sleep tonight and I am writing to try to go back to sleep.  Today is payday and I have to pay bills but we do get some fun we are going to the coast to get some casino time in.  Me and mother will enjoy it after all the bills are paid and the car is full of gas we will be headed to lincoln city to chinook winds casino for some slot play and maybe a bite to eat too.  I have went without my medicine for one day and I get restless my mind goes at a fast pace when I don't have my haloperidol which is my mental medicine.  I just planned wrong that I would have it for a full month and I didn't so I will get my refill tomorrow morning so I will not go without tomorrow night.  I have already budgeted my medicine for the end of the month this month in september so no need to worry about that.  Just a minor mess up that I have to correct for september and thanks for listening.-weshar75