It has been a long road for me to travel from 1996 until 2014.  I have won very little in the lotto so with that being said I will be entering a new chapter in my life of not playing the lotto regularly any more.  I have two multi-draw tickets left for powerball and mega millions for febuary but after that I will not be renewing my multi-draw tickets.  I just decided that I want more out of my money than just losing tickets.  Their will always be jackpots to play for but I got to the point were I just don't think my time will come to win one.  So I am cutting my loses will I am young enough to save my money for other worth wild things to do with my family.  Since I only make $21,000 a year I have to save money every chance I get and I like new things too.  I think focusing on myself for a while will be a good thing like updating my wardrobe and getting new glasses.  Taking my mom out to eat at a nice restuarant and then to the movies is something that we have not done in a while because I have been so focused on the lotto.  Thinking that if I only play just this one ticket here or there I will win big.  But it has not happened so from here on out my posts will dwindle and there will be less things for me to talk about so I won't need a platinum membership any more to talk about the lotto or casino runs.  It will be hard to let go of this fantasy that I have had since I was 21 and now I am going to be 39 in september of this year.  Thank you for all of the views of my blog and for listening to me rant.-weshar75