news and numbers.... Mars retrogrades tomorrow in the Gemini house of earned income and this energy sticks around until Janary. Yesterday I had a really difficult to borderline ugly email interaction with a woman who is technically a boss. The first email I wrote was, well, not very nice. I ultimately deleted it and started again essentially condensing the gist into a shorter memo. I said what I meant but I'm not sure this time I felt better when all was said and done because I think there was another energy behind my frustration. Enter the activity of Mars and Gemini ongoing at the moment. Suffice it to say, the crux of the issue is that my work involves production and timing and there is an ongoing issue with money. Specifically, my money. And, without fail, my head was hurting for days.
A coworker long ago once told me that she was asked by a mutual superior in a meeting to define my character. Her response was that I had to be the most fair person she had ever met in the workplace. She said when it came to negotiating, compromise and getting people to see the way it would work for everyone, I was able to do it consistently. For the record, I do not like to chew people up and spit them out verbally, in writing or otherwise. On the rare occasion that it happens, it typically means that I've stopped communicating and have let things come to a rapid boil. The Gemini breed is a fun loving, happy-go-lucky bunch, as all the profiles go, but there is that twin sitting out there for a reason. Mix this with a frustrating few months of consistently backward moving, fouling up, in the wrong place, wrong time, kind of thing going on and well, it's time for a POSITIVE change.
We all have these periods of time in our life. Sometimes, it affects our family life, other times our finances or work place. Rolling with the coaster is what we need to do but, as everyone knows, reality dictates that can be really tough to do.
A few of my Gemini friends are hanging out there wondering what in the world is going on - and I would suspect that anyone with strong Gemini placement in the chart may also be getting a taste of this now and for the past few months. The retrograde tomorrow is, I believe, very important. I believe this retrograde will bring positive vibes to the surface because it will allow things to clarify. I'm not going on a spending spree but I am looking to see things improve.
I've been quieter than usual about the numbers lately indeed but I'm still getting the winners for other states every day. I'm playing very little for DE because this is not where my action is, obviously.
Today, on a short jaunt across town, I was bombarded by 1 particular number over and over - 1178/1187/1718 - and I should not be so blind as to not pick up on the 3 digit ramifications 117/187, etc. Oh gosh, here these numbers are again but the energy was quite strong so there is a message involved. The other thing is that triples are not finished - not with Scopio so well placed in Sun and Mercury. Talking with my good GA friend today, I can see where any triple might be in the mix but 444 and 888 and 333 are stand outs. I wonder if 778 will bounce to 788 or 678 too.
I apologize for being so long-winded here. Lots of energy I need to displace and rejuvenate today. Thanks for listening. J