As I write this I am still shaken up from last night. This may be long, but bear with me please.
I came off the computer immediately after I wrote in this post last evening. My oldest son came and told me he was going out and I told him to be careful because I really don't have a good feeling. I went in the bathroom and I sat on the bowl for a while and I started to cry, I can't really explain why but something just wasn't right. I thought of Neil, his wife and the children, and I cried for those kids. I then went in the tub and I started reminiscing. Somethings started to become crystal clear and I started to wonder what was my dead mother trying to tell me.
On Thursday evening when I went to bed, I didn't fall to sleep right away. As soon as I closed my eyes I looked right into my mother's eyes. I jumped up and was afraid as I laid there thinking about it. Then the numbers started coming in : 249 = 49 the age Mommy was when she died, 92 the age my Grammy will turn on Wednesday.
Didn't realize what 010 meant until late last night as I laid awake unable to sleep. So we'll come back to that.
753: Even though I predicted the 735 for the Bahamas Independence, I also predicted it for my sister's birthday that was on the 24th of June which made her 35.
870 = 87 was the year my last sister (my Mom's favorite child) was born.
In the 4 ball, I saw my numbers twice: 2695, 9463. 69 for the year that i was born, 5 for the month i was born, 39 for my age, 92 for my grammy's new age, 49 for my mom's age at her death.
Now you know I couldn't sleep then... when my Mom died she had 4 grandchildren so i thought to myself that she don't even know Synae or about her, then the meaning of the 010 became clear. My neice is 1 now, so it was saying to me that yes, Mommy does know her and that she is watching over us. ( I know that alot of you don't believe in this, I never used to either, but I do now).
When I was younger, when ppl were going to die, I used to be able to see and say exactly who the were which used to scare my mom and grandparents. As I grew older, I only now am able to see their shadows. I couldn't sleep knowing that two of my sons were out and i had this bad feeling. Then one by one they came home so I started to relax. Then in my ceiling, the shadow appeared. I was turned on my side looking out the window, so I looked at it from the side and pretended not to see it. I wanted to see how long it would stay there if it thought I didn't see it and it was there for awhile until I moved. 2 minutes after this, I saw a plane headed south with bright lights going by. I wondered what was going on and if they were trying to land at Stella Maris Airport this late. About 10 - 15 minutes later, the plane went back North. I finally fell asleep, but it was a restless night for me.
First thing this morning, Lee (Longisldchinese), called and asked me if I had heard the news about Garnet Rolle's Daughter. I told her no and was told that she had gotten knocked down last night and that she had died. The tears started again cause she has young children and one of them is handicapped. After I hung up from Lee, my sister Glennis called and asked if everything was okay here because she heard on the news that a 38 year female resident of Long Island had died last night and she thought that it might have been me. I told her that i was 39, not 38 and she said they might have gotten my age wrong. She then told me some other things that i will not post here.
As I started typing the post for 010 and 110, some strange things started happening with my computer. I personally don't even feel like playing today, but play anything with the 38 combo.
Also, please if you could, Lizzy was not very how can I say this... Lizzy was not as fortunate as alot of us... she struggled to make ends meet doing cleaning and weeding. If there is any way that you can render any assistance with either food, clothes or money for her children, please I beg to the generosity of your hearts that you do this. That's it, I can't write anymore.
MAY ALL OF THE SOULS OF THE DEPARTED, REST IN PEACE.
So sad! My prayers go out to his family and friends!
