I started to write on this morning, and got really caught up with phone calls, that I didn't do it. But sometimes I wonder what are really dreams? Are they visions or what.
I had this dream last week. I told you that it was my grammy but only thing my grammy was a man. Alot of the details of the dream I didn't get into. But we were in Nassau on Rosetta St. headed south. We were in the area where Esso/Texaco gas station light is. If you turn left it would take you to St. Thomas Moore school/church. The man was heavy set and although not as dark reminded me of Inspector Miller. I remembered how my grammy (man) skided to a stop when the crossguard tried to stop him and I kept telling him stop, he almost hit her. He hadn't seen her, because he really wasn't paying attention, he was looking on the side out the window. ETC. that's the dream. Here's reality.
Yesterday evenening, I was supposed to have a meeting at North Long Island High, and I got there a little early because I wanted to use the wireless internet. I reversed the car in and was facing the road. There was this little boy there and he was running back and forth across the road. I watched him as he came on the pedestrian crossing and stopped and waited for the approaching car to stop. When it did, even though they weren't speeding, it skidded to a halt and barely missed hitting the child. The child waited at least 5 seconds before he proceeded to cross the street. When he got to my side of the road, the jeep started to move forward slowly. The person rolled down the window and I saw that it was my cousin Carrington, but we call him "Half". He just looked at us with this blank expression on his face and I thought he would curse the little boy, but he said not a word, he looked at the two children and then looked at me in the car and waved. He then pulled off. He came back up the road a short time later and I was still my car. While he was approaching, there was a car trying to get out of the school yard, another coming from the south and he was coming from the North. A girl that we call Chrissie, pretended to be a crossing guard and was directing traffic. She motioned to both cars on the main road to stop and for the ones in the school yard to come out. She then motioned for Half to go, but he stayed there for like 3 minutes and wouldn't move. A little girl with a red and white pom pom was waving and screaming to him to go, and then he finally went pass. About 5 minutes later, I left to go home after being told that the meeting had been cancelled. On my way home, I passed the police with his lights flashing headed south. I went to my best friend Shana's house and was laughing telling her how half was drunk and how he had stopped and waved at us.
About 15 minutes after I got home, my son was on his msn messenger and he came to me and told me that one girl just texted him and told him that Half had died. I was NO NO NO Hell no!!!!! How could this be, when I just saw him!? Well I got my best friend Shanie and we rode up there to the scence. When we got there, the police was directing us to keep going pass. It wasn't until later that evening that this dream started to take focus. The area where we were in Nassau, was also the area that Half used to live in with his sister. BUT, it's also the area that my grammy used to work in when I was a very young girl. So I'm hoping beyond all hope that it isn't her too. Chrissie was acting like a crossing guard. Half was busy looking out of his window at us, and then he waved at us. I didn't know that he was actually saying good bye to me. When I got up this morning I didn't know if I had dreamt this, but someone told me that Half died at 620. I called the clinic to confirm this and they said that it was around that time. I asked them if they had told people this and they said that they hadn't, so I knew it was a dream. Do you see what Miami threw? 026 which is 620 backwards.
So, now I'm asking again, just what are dreams? Are these dreams that I'm having, or are they visions? What are visions? how do people have vision? is it by dream, or what? I'm so shocked and confused right now!!!