|Posted: June 15, 2009, 11:53 am - IP Logged|
Just thought i had to mention that the dream I had last night was just too strange.
A few young boys were basically stranded on their own looking for a mother figure to own them. Apparantly I told the oldest son who I think was 10 years old that I will take them since the Mom wasnt checking for them anymore.
Its like the Mother was known to me, but she picked up and went to another family Island, but just before I woke up.. I thought to myself, you know what I cant own these boys if I dont calll up the Momma and and ask permisson, but THE SONS didnt want me to call the mom because She would have said no, but these bOys were stressing that they are coming to live with me.... but I felt bad, I went and told them Yea but Its like I started to avoid them.
They kept coming around for food, water, and most of all, they wanted Love....but I started to ignore them.. I believe the youngest was like 4 or 5 years old, And I cant believe I turned my back on them.
When they relised I were not checking for them, they started to wonder into the streets, in the bush and even hiking for rides to go WHere, I dont know where they went when they hiked ride..... And i just jumped up out of my sleep and told my husbandI felt like crying cause I ignored some little boys who really wanted to live with me, I told them yea I will accept them But at the End I ignored them and turned my back on them.
In real life , I could never do this to a child, I Cant and wont turn my back on mines, and neither would I do it to anyone else s own, but I really hope all is well with my neices, nephews and cousins and to all of theLP little darlings.