fair warning....this is really long.....
I've been feeling a little down lately and the weather was crappy today in NY so I opted for a nap this afternood and ended up with this crazy dream that I was home with a friend of mine and I had this enoooooormous apartment where i lived with my boyfriend and our kids. Outside there was what I guess I could describe as a green house type building connected to the apartment but there were no plants in it...it was just glassy and on the inside there was like a wire fence protecting us from anyone getting inside should the glass shatter but any way let me just explain the dream in the order I had it....
I came home with my friend and the kids were with us, dunno where but I remember knowing they were in the house. I had my girlfriend sit at the computer while I took a shower and I was going to get ready to make dinner. We started talking about some online dating site that I had used before me and my boyfriend met and I told her that I had stopped using the site coz there was some guy on there that was freaking me out so I felt like it wasn't a good idea for her to join the site. I went in the shower, and when I came out she goes "oh my God Jen, check this out! This guy just messaged me asking me how my shower was!" I panicked coz well, that's creepy and I yelled at her to get off the site. Then she turned around and said "He says it smells amazing after my shower, he loves the soap." At that point I spazzed out coz I realized the guy was probably in our apartment. I ran to the green house type thingie and I locked everything I could in there while still yelling at maria to get off the god website and come help me lock everything up coz it was her fault this psycho was stalking me again. She was just kinda frozen at the desk til I yelled at her again.
When she finally snapped out of her freaked out daze, I told her to stay in the house with the kids because I was gonna go get the gun I bought to protect myself from this crazy guy, but that I didn't want to keep it in the house because of the kids, so I was gonna go get it across the street...so I run out of the house and all of a sudden a guy with the stupid mask from the saw movies is chasing me down the street-my stalker. I ran across to the house where the gun was and I had to literally climb up to this little ledge type thing by the window of the house where the gun was that was big enough for me to sit on. As I'm sitting there trying to find the gun/hide from the crazy man with that ridiculous mask on I realized I could hear people's thoughts...but only people that relationship wise were close to me....like my daughter's thoughts and my boyfriends thoughts. it was strange. I knew Maria had told my daughter what was happening coz I could hear what she was thinking and see her thoughts.
She was remembering the day before we were in line at a store and someone in school had told her that butterflies were good luck, so somehow this ENORMOUS butterfly fluttered in and landed on me and it made her happy because the butterfly was "going to fix everything and mommy was gonna be okay." so as I went to gently lead the butterfly off of my shoulder she explained to me that she wanted to catch one and keep it in a box for her brother, and when we did, by the time we made it home it had died-she was upset and I promised her that the next day we would try to catch one for him and now that this crazy man was after me she was sad for me and upset we would never get to do that...
So that vision or whatever it was ends, and I look down and I see a bunch of 4/5/6/7 year old kids walking down the street with what I could assume was their teacher from day care, a lady named Rose. I knew her, she had taken care of me too when I was their age and I could hear her thoughts as well and she could hear mine because when she saw me up there waiting for the guy to find me she telepathically told me that if I did anything with that gun, a lot of people were going to die, especially all the children. I told her not to worry about the kids, and-this part is actually really funny-that if she was so worried about the kids that she shouldn't be allowing the chubby kid to eat rice pudding (lol) and she responded by telling me that the kids were actually paying her and that if I looked over at sebastian (who was eating iced lemon cookies) she had actually just made 10 bucks from him. LOLLL.
That telepathic conversation was interrupted by hearing my boyfriend trying to steal a bread truck to get home coz he was worried about the kids, he could feel that something was happening. The guy he was trying to steal the truck from was his friend kind of, just someone he saw on a regular basis, and the guy had said to him "________ if something is going on at home, like you guys can't eat you don't have to do this just let me know and I could have helped you guys." I didn't get a chance to hear my boyfriends response coz crazy psycho man finally realized where I was and was trying to climb up to kill me. I shot at him 4 times but it was like the bullets were rubber they just bounced off of him and each time one of them did nothing to him he just laughed and laughed and laughed until he finally fell off the building and onto a car. When he fell the mask came off and I could see his face, he kinda looked like al pacino lol but it scared me none the less coz nothing was hurting this guy. He just laid there on the top of the car, rain dropping down on him, i could still see my 4 bullets which looked like rubber bullets on his pants leg, and he just kept laughing and then I woke up.
I know this was crazy long, but if anyone made it to the end of this essay, lol any numbers correspond to any of the kajillion things that happened in this dream?