Ms Kathleen,
First I must commend you for your civilian contributions to our congressional & national defence. Also my appreciation for your salute & kind words of recognition, honoring the men & women in our armed services.
Sorry about the loss of work after all this invested time, but I am confident that a patriotic woman of your caliber, experience & writing capacity might find an appropriate situation with the American Legion, Veterans of Foreign Wars, Veteran Administration or other multi non-profit institutions that support the Vets. Many blue moons back I participated with the veteran's Bedside Network where we recorded & replyed old radio scripts with a professional actress and included as many vets as possible in these anthology series, playing them back over closed circuit hospital radio or loudspeaker system as therapy for returning hospitalized Nam Vets- great fun with great lads & lassies.
Birthday dates are often considered personal lucky numbers, so as promised:
#12: associated numeric projections = 12 - 24- 36-48-60- 72
#4 : = #4 - 16 - 28- 40 - 52- 64 - 76
#19 : = #7 - 19- 31- 43 - 55 - 67 - 79
#49 = #1 - 13- 25 - 37 - 49 - 61 - 73
^These custom calibrations can be easily tested by employing a RNG (Random Number Generator); these can be found on the Internet often in the form of free keno games on line. In these games they can be happening live or recoded past results that can be observed & monitored objectively by simple back checking. Say the ex.#19 has appeared (or any of the associated # in that group) simply observe how often the other one or mny numbers of said group either proceed or follow the #19. That's it, 19 hits or has hit usually one the other 7 numbers in that group will appear within 3 to 6 games. Not each & every time, mind you, but more often then not ( also not suggesting any gambling just fun experimenting in the numbers lab. One lady said that in her case the expected numbers appeared all around just like surround sound :-) Once you practice navigating the RNG site & getting the hang of it will be quite surprising as well as entertaining. Also you can graph any column of random numbers and after giving it a fair chance get similar results. Or ask someone who is conversant with Internet computer use or keno to give you some local hands on assistance.....
Have fun and kindly share your fair results with us, whatever they may be.
Best Wishes for success-
Hope these ultimately assist your path.
God Bless
Fortes Fortunate Juvat
Eddessa_Knight