I'm so sick of it. I've not counted how much money I've spent on draw games since I started over a year ago (thanks media frenzy of the 1 billion PB jackpot).
Jackpot draw games are depressing and disappointing now. I've played and played and played. And never a return but the same $2 or free ticket. I've even been making sure I hit all the numbers using multiple strategies. Can't seem to hit. I've played everything from powerball to mega to cheapo state lotteries with just 4/35 numbers. I've been consistent. Faithful. Patience. Optimistic. Positive. Not needy. Strategic. Non of it has worked and now here I am 1 day away from homelessness...writhing in agony at the sorrow of a jackpot unfulfilled.
draw games feel more convenient to instant games, but it's seems I always win something off the instant. Why are the draw games so poorly paid out? It's just making me feel really stupid and worthless playing, hoping, wishing, believing...only to end up failed and dashed. I have to keep remembering, only 1 out of 1 million combinations will win. All the 999,000 combinations will NOT win the jackpot. fool me.
I think I might have somehow become addicted out of habit, but hopefully like others I've broken...this one gets laid to rest. I guess it's fun if you have the money and don't need the money...but since I need the money, it's just becoming a losing proposition. I also believe, especially state run games...that THEY pick WHEN someone wins. They'll increase the jackpot and give the jackpot when and where they feel like giving it. So all the praying and crying to the lord Jesus won't help because the <snip>s <snip>ing control that <snip>. It's not up to him, it's up to THEM.
I wish I wasn't so negative about this...but I can't help but feel this way. So many close calls. Life hasn't changed. And I can't keep waiting for a <snip> jackpot game to change it.
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