Gonna be an unsatisfying reply but sorry everyone. I drunk post semi regularly and sober post other times. Some is what I really think other times it's me just being a stressed out douche.
Usually if my post is very long and angry then you know....not always but good chance is I'm drunk and upset about whatever numbers or other real life stuff. Just ignore my rants.
I still believe in my it's all the matrix idea online though... When I'm 🙂 I'm in a pod hooked up with tubes feeding the Matrix. I'm sober during the short positive posts and talking about strategy. playing the part I've been tricked into playing.
Whenever I get angry though it's like I'm trying to break out of the matrix. Trying to or wishing I could be Neo.
Ok I just drank so ignore ignore ignore lol
Not gonna lie when I spent like a year or two straight based on his posts thinking Loon was retired but took a part time job as a cart pusher at Walmart ... giving everyone tips at the store on what numbers to play and always with a fat wad in his pocket.
One day I said something to Loon about it and he replied no I don't work at Walmart like he was offended lol. He said it's the internet anyone can make up anything.
I literally believed it the entire time. 😂
Telling you it's all the matrix. Monu is the only one I remember saying in advance he's quitting and saying goodbye. Only one ever that I've seen.
Freakin Gogetter just ghosted never said anything about leaving just gone. Most of the regulars just go away like ninjas if they stop playing. Most of the friendly people are complete strangers that out the blue message me after I posted a monster hit.
Cuz they think I can help them win big. Then I suddenly have all these friends pop up out of the f'n blue. I know some people seem genuinely nice consistently but overall it's all a Keanu reeves in a trenchcoat movie.
I mean said I'm leaving for food too but I came back a whole week later cuz I'm an idiot.