i am still here with you. will be to the end. when you are a friend of the visiondude, it is for life ! i have had my share of detractors for most of my life. they have hoped that i would fail. they did not root for me to succeed. i only have a few on my side, most are against me. but i will and have proved them wrong. i have taken alot of grief from people about the things that i have said, and the decisions that i have made. i have always (at least up until today) been right and they have been wrong. if i had listened to just one of my "detractors" and took their advice, i wouldn't be where i am today. so i know what it feels like to have people "throw" at you. rock, you must "stay the course" and let no one de-rail you. i know who i am and exactly where i am going. if no one was on the same page as me it wouldn't matter. i am still going in one direction because i know where that road ends and how. i do not know if you are supposed to win. only you know if that is true. god doesn't come to me to get my permission about what he is doing in someone "else"s life. he hasn't told me what he tells you. the only way i could discount what you have said is if i knew that god didn't work that way (he does). and believe me, even given the fact that we are friends, i am not afraid of telling anyone the truth. if i "knew" you were wrong, i would tell you to stop. if it is mean't to happen, it will. if it isn't, it won't. and if it doesn't i will refer to one of my statements above. if you are a friend of the visiondude, you are a friend FOR LIFE. if you are wrong, i will still stand by you. if you are wrong it will only make yourself foolish , not me. but that is not something even close that would make me abandon you. and if you win, i do not want a dime. that would "taint" our relationship. standing here with you !!
...........'V'-DUDE (your #1 fan)
"i am .........."meant to" 
P.S., that RJoH is a stand up guy. thanks, vision
until further notice, it's france everyday
