sedertree, it is the last day (hooray). no hit on the last day for me. i told you that i was going to "give it to you", are you ready for it? it's a good thing that i have had 3 days to think about this. you made me mad when you tried to back out. i was ready to give you what you deserved , compiling all the archived messages to build my case against you. after going over all of our conversations i started to notice something , there was a couple of times that i was sarcastic towards you. even though i know that i could probably justify it by what you said to me , i still know that it is not right to do the same thing in return. i ask your forgiveness. i have comprimised my integrity. my integrity means more to me than any amount of $$$ , challenge or "victory"
it was supposed to be a "challenge" , not a fight. it has changed the way i look at this. i am not going to "give it to you". i don't need to. what has been done and said - is DONE. anybody can read what went on and decide for themselves. if anyone has questions, they can ask me and i will answer them. i would hope that people would do thier homework before they decide or have questions. if you pick "sides" out of loyalty over truth , you are missing the point. anyway, it is over between you and me and the people will decide for themselves what truly went on. i am fine with that. after i give my "view" of what went on , i will have no need to defend myself or "give it to you" (lol).
my "view" to all : keep in mind that my view is my opinion. it is subjective. it cannot be proven as such. some in here will agree with my opinion , most will not . but i must stay true to myself . anyway as i told sedertree on the 2nd day of the challenge after he hit that straight on the 1st day, i told him that i believed that it was GOD that allowed him to hit and not his software. i was surprised when he hit the first day. but somehow i knew in my mind that it was "not over". i DID NOT know how it would end. i wouldn't let him claim victory until the last day. it's a good thing that i didn't. in hindsight, i now know why god let him hit the first day. it would immediately put me in a hole, and that sedertree would push his chest out the rest of the month. i always maintained during the challenge a positive attitude. "it's not over till it's over". i thought that it was funny that i was behind. i made comments that included "i like the odds stacked against me. stack them up high as you want, the higher the better". the "odds" in life mean nothing to me, i have beaten the odds' as they say many times. fast forward to the bottom of the 8th inning. god allows me to hit and overtake sedretree by $1. now if you don't see the irony in that , i cannot help you. obviously , i was MEANT TO. nobody picked me in this game (that i am aware of).
i have made a claim in here that i "know" god. you just got a taste that it "might" be true. i said "might" because it is subjective and requires more proof. while i have demanded that people "prove" their claim , i have to be able to back mine up. what happened to me is a morsel for you to chew on. if you do not believe yet, that is cool i don't expect you to. i am not done in here yet. time will tell if i have "vision", or i am a wackjob (lol). i am more than willing to be put up my life for scrutiny.
i have to be fair to sedertree. he DID do what he said that he could do. he showed a profit at the end of the challenge. is his 'system" worth buying? not in my book it isn't , at least not yet. he lost to my random numbers. you will have to decide for yourself if he has something. personally , i still don't think that he does. that is only my opinion. and the most important part that i need to say when referencing sedertree is that despite our disagreements / difficulties is that i immensely RESPECT him for taking the challenge. he "stood up", i respect that about him.
so now unless sedertree or someone else has a comment / question directed at me , i am done. i am not in here to "crack heads" , i have bigger "eggs" to fry in here. by the time i am done in here , i will be known for something more important than issuing challenge's to people who claim to have "systems" and charge money for their "services". sedertree started this challenge between him and me and i responded. now it's over...
................vision - i see more than you think i do - dude
