There is a girl I like, I thought she liked me too...got her number I called her and we do see each other alot...but it is strange, one minute she seems to like me and the next she acts like she doesn't. I don't know what to do???
It hit me last night. I need to get back to my passion...which is music. I use to be in a band, we sounded alot like KoRn and Slipknot...I really miss singing and screaming.
Well I won $75 dollars from Lotto South Sat...I didn't know until I logged on my PC tonight. It will help buy food, because my Dad has been sick. The jackpot would have been better, but $75 is good...when you have nothing.
As I looked at my 5 Mega Millions tickets in shame...because I did not win, didn't match a number...I thought just before I viewed the results...wouldn't it be nice to call up my Dad and tell him he didn't have to go into work in the morning and that all the bills for his cancer treatment would be taken care of...but the dream was shattered. I have 5 tickets for Lotto South Wed. and If I don't win that...well I'm not playing any more.
When I win the Mega Millions Tuesday, I am going to keep 10 million and give the rest away...so out of 37 million I should get around 13 million after everything is said and done...so 3+ million will be given away.
That's it. I'm moving to Alaska, I can't stand living in VA...I was going to move there after I won the lottery...one day, but why wait...if I die or something, so be it, atleast I did something I set out to do.
I really hate my life. I've been out of work for over a year, lost my car, my Dad has prostate cancer and will be going in for treatment soon. I'm 26 and I haven't done anything I set out to do in life and it sucks. I hate this stuff so much. I have one grandfather left...on my Dad's side and one grandmother left on my Mom's side. My grandfather is ill and I know it sounds selfish...but I wanted to have children and have them meet they're great grand parents...it really sucks. Sometimes I feel like giving up all hope. Everytime I try and do something...something else get's in my way, or I get in the way. I know what to do know that I didn't before, but I don't have the means to do anything about it. And with my Dad being ill now, life doesn't seem so great. Sometimes I just hope for a miracle.
If I won the MegaMillions this week or the LottoSouth...I would pay off my debts, buy a house, buy my parents a new hous and my dad a new car, give my brother and sister some money. I would round up my cousins and some friends and party like it is 1999 in Vegas. Then I would get down to serious business of investing and all. I would also give money to different childrens charities and my church.
Well last week I won $2 in the Mega Millions. I matched the Mega Ball. I got more tickets with the money and fell short this week. I usually get 1-2 numbers per ticket...but never 3 or more. :(