on last night jackpot for powerball i got 2 numbers. two numbers get you nothing. just the continuation of the dream of winning the jackpot before you die. hmmmmm. one of my powerball tickets for PA came up a dud. just at the same time as some lucky person in missouri won the big one. oh i wish it was me.

my cousin says the lotto is my thing. maybe i talk to him about it too much. i don't know. maybe i am just looking for someone who will listen to my fixation about the lottery. maybe i am addicted to it. maybe i am just a lotto freak. maybe there should be a movie of the week about me and the lottery. hmmm maybe i can make this a project. i just don't know. i like the lottery and i come here so i can be around others who like it too. yes it is my thing. yes i enjoy reading about the lottery. i enjoy playing it.

especially when things are tight like now. well i did manage a job. i have to keep this job because there just is no one knocking on my door. it is almost 40 hours a week and there is some travel around the state for me. i can crawl my way out of my ENORMOUS DEBT. still it is going to take baby steps. i managed to pay my mortgage at the very last moment. now i am broke but i have a little check coming in today and hopefully i can pick it up tomorrow. i have a 6 to 9 month contract doing work. not what i am trained in but work. i am almost ready to get me a job with a rent a cop company and then not worry and suffer like everyone else working full time jobs.

well today or tomorrow i will find out if i am going to cali or az for some more training. i don't care which one just as long as i go. this is not an out of state training job. this is an i have to pay my dang bills job. i am going to use this job to find me a full time job. i don't know what and i don't care about the travel. i just want a full time job.

i have spent so much time looking for work i forgot to send off my last winning ticket to nebraska. i am going to have to take care of this matter over the weekend. i like those lottery checks from out of state. they put a little smile on my face. this job is going to give me the opportunity to get a canadian lotto and maybe an idaho lotto. i am going to hang in with this job no matter what. I GOT BILLS.

well i will slowly stop talking about my bill situation as the checks start coming in on a regular basis. i can afford my local lottos now.

as always thank you mister power for at least thinking of me with two numbers on the big drawing. seems i always get at least a number on a big drawing. 254 million wow. well i am down to my last PA and DC ticket for powerball. i am wondering if i can even afford a powerball ticket from az next week.

well i have to head on out of here. mister power please take me away from the work world. mister mega you can do the same. thank you both.

peace.