Mood: Good

Now Playing: Axwell: I Found U [Remode Mix]

i feel like dancing right now. i mean this minute. my wife comes to me to let me know that she found a check for me from the canadians. i love the people in the BC province in how they just send me my checks when i win. i got a check for 66 dollars canadian. i am almost back to what i  spent when i was up there last. i have to make plans to go back there again for next month. nothing more to tell you other than my next ticket to check will be from north carolina. i think it runs out this week but i don't know.

on a sad note i have to say that i am close to loosing another brother. my heart is heavy and i am fighting back the tears. he is my younger brother and he has cancer of the brain. his wife is moving him to hospice care because there is nothing more they can do for him. i wish i could afford to fly back home to see him one last time before he passes but i don't have the money. i had to borrow from a friend of mine earlier this year when my other brother died. so i am going to save up what money i have and see if i can afford to go early if not i will just have to wait until the funeral.

the last time i saw him was at my older brother funeral and all i said to him was hi johnnie. i was mad at him for something he did but i loved him still. Family.

well maybe mister power will be nice and give me enough money to go see my brother. if not i will see him on his way to his final resting place. you too mister mega.

to you too Johnnie!