Well I'm going to get back to using this blog if only for my own peace of mind.

I am slowing down on playing p3 a little bit...had a root canal on Wed. & am now feeling much better so will work today (I have a part-time job) so will stop by and get 2 or 3 numbers...can't figure out which ones yet but have to hurry & do it.

Don't have time to write much, just wanted to get back into the hang of it for a minute.

This is good therapy for me & if I just happen to find something somewhere & post it here & it helps someone besides me then that's great!

I had saved a lot of mean posts directed to me over the years on the NC thread & was holding grudges against those people so finally not long ago just deleted some of them...guess maybe I should delete all of them...people can be very cruel to others at times & that's something I have to realize & try and overlook it & pray for them...saw a sermon on TV by Rev. Charles Stanley last Sunday & he was saying you just have to do that or they will keep having control over you...you have to forgive them...he said the bible says to Leave it to God...he says Vengance is mine...you forgive them & I'll take care of it.

Enough of my preaching but guess some of the cruel things posted to me by ones I really thought were very nice people still hurt me...A lot of them were deleted by the webmaster over the past years but I had saved them before he deleted them...these 2 sayings below fit me so thought I would share them....another thing is I don't think some posters would say the same things to a person to their face if they met them as they would online as a perfect stranger.

Below are a couple of quotes I like.

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." 
Maya Angelou

"I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you." 
Friedrich Nietzsche