|Posted: January 18, 2010, 12:31 am - IP Logged|
I feel deeply sorry for you, Pumpi. I know a guy who managed to fully recover from schizophrenia. It does happen, but such case is very rare.
Beside that, I do not like your every single ounce of your attitude on lottery. Why obsess so much? Oh, I forgot. You have the illness. You can't help it. I've seen people who have extreme obsession and paranoia. Trust me. And they all annoyed the hell out of me without such intention at all. Guess I am very intolerant to people like them. See, I suffered bipolar and I don't want to look back my past. It's just agonizing. I guess I don't like people with severe mental disorder because they remind me of what I used to be. And yes, it's painful to be reminded of my past.
I am not really sure if you really live in South America. Do you really? Actually I live in So Cal, but my profile says Afghanistan because I did for the heck of it.
At least my friend had a chance to observe himself and he was more than willing to be treated. He hated himself so much that he really wanted to recover from schizophrenia. Now he is normal, but that happens to only a few schizophrenics.
Get that lottery crap out of your system, pal. It's safe to say you will never win, just like almost all of us. Including me. And, let's say you won. Can you handle the wealth? If you are really a paranoid schizophrenic like you claim, there's no way you will be able to touch the prize. Chances are your father will be the beneficiary because you are unfit to handle the money. And chances are, your father will be scammed into losing all the money.