Quote: Originally posted by dizzychic1 on Mar 14, 2011
okay posters, please. I wasn't goin to address this confusion, cause that's not me, but it has gotten very out of hand. I have to address this and I so hope I don't offend anyone. I will make this as brief as possible. in advance, If I offend you or if I have, I am very sorry. to those of you that have came to my defense & said such KIND WORDS, FROM MY HEART TO YOURS, THANK YOU! please read it all!
WHEN I VIEWD THIS POST ALMOST 2YRS. AGO. I CAME ACROSS KENYA'S THREAD. LOVED IT! I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON TO STAND OFF & WATCH & LEARN SOMETHING OR Sm1, THEN I MAKE MY DECISION, IF I WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT. I WAS SO IMPRESSED WITH KENYA'S NUMBERS & HER WINNING RATIO. that I DECIDE TO COME ON BOARD. MAINLY DUE TO BOREDOM FROM HAVING MAJ SURGERY & LAID UP UNABLE TO WORK, LAPTP IN HAND, I JOIND LATE 1 NITE. MAINLY BECAUSE OF KENYA!
I AM A SINGLE MOM. NOT RICH, I DON'T DRIVE A BENZ (MUSTNG) I LIVE IN AN OLDR BUT MODEST HOME. THAT IS PAID FOR. DUE TO ME BEING SMART. I WAS BLESSED WITH A WNDRFUL MAN THAT was in MY LIFE AFTER a BAD ONE LEFT ME, FOR A RACECAR! WHEN OUR SON WAS 6MNTHS OLD! THE GOOD MAN DIED SUDDENLY.HE LEFT ME WITH A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT I USED SMARTLY! I HAVE WORKED HARD & DONE WITHOUT MANY TIMES FOR MY SON'S SAKE. JUST AS A PARENT WOULD DO! I have been thru so much tragedy & heartache, enuf that if I never have another, I will have had my share! THAT IS WHAT MADE ME STRONG! & THE WMAN I AM TODAY!
WHEN I STARTED PLAYING LOTTO, I LOST THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS OVER TIME, DUE TO NOT KNOWING THE STRATEGY OF WINNG! IT IS VERY DISCOURAGING TO LOSE, REPEATEDLY!! WITHOUT DISCOURAGMENT TAKING OVER! EVENTUALLY YOU GIVE UP HOPING FOR A WIN. TO SAYING IT'S JUST A WAY TO GET YOUR MONEY! SO MANY ARE LOSING THEIR MONEY EVERY NITE. SINGLE PARENTS, HARD WORKERS, GRANDPARENTS, SINGLES. ALL. I SIMPLY HAVE BEEN & WILL CONTINUE TO BE AN ENCOURAGER TO THOSE THAT NEED TO HEAR THAT SOMEONE KNOWS HOW THEY FEEL! AND IT'S OK TO BE DOWN, BUT IT'S NOT OK TO STAY DOWN. THAT'S WHEN YOU ARE DEFEATED!
I AM SORRY THAT THERE IS THOSE THAT FEEL I AM CAUSING CONFUSION. THAT IS CERTAINLY NOT MY INTENTION. MY INTENTION IS TO LIFT SOMEONE UP, ENCOURAGE THOSE THAT MAY HAVE JUST LOST $50 IN THE DRAWING! I DON'T WON'T TO MISLEAD ANYONE, OR MAKE THOSE FEEL I AM SOMETHIN I AM NOT! I'M REAL! AS REAL AS IT GETS, I'VE BEEN UP, I'VE BEEN DOWN. I KNW WHAT IT IS TO HAVE MONEY & THEN NOT TO HAVE IT. I HAVE WORKED HARD MANY DAYS TO GET WHAT I HAVE & BEEN SMART TO KEEP IT.
WE ALL LOVE WINNING! BUT WHEN ALL IS SAID & DONE IT'S NOT MONEY THAT WE TAKE WITH US, & NOT THE MONEY THAT WE LEAVE BEHIND US EITHER! IT'S OUR LEGACY. WHAT WE ARE MADE OF. WHAT WE CONSIST OF & INSTILL IN OTHERS. IT'S HOW WE TREAT PEOPLE THAT PEOPLE WILL REMEMBER THE MOST WHEN THEY REMEMBER!!! I WANT TO BE KIND. EVEN IF OTHERS ARE NOT. I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SLEEP AT NITE IF I KNEW THAT I HAD WRONGD SM1 OR HURT SM1 OR OFFENDED SM1!! SO IF I HAVE, I AM SORRY. I DON'T WONT TO, NOR AM I TRYING TO STEAL THE LIMELIGHT HERE OR SM1's PRAISE. WE ARE ALL HERE TO WIN! BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T, REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT GOIN TO BE DOWN ALWAYS, & KEEP YOUR CHIN UP! WHEN YOU ARE ON THE MNTN TOP, HELP SM1 IN THE VALLEY! DO NT BE PROUD OR HAUGHTY, MEEK SHALL INHERIT! PAY IT FORWARD! WHAT IS A BLESSING IF YOU CAN NOT BE A BLESSING! I WILL CONTINUE TO POST, IF NOT HERE. SOMEWHERE. GOD HAS GIVEN ME A GIFT, I WILL NOT ALLOW ONE PERSON TO TAKE MY BLESSING FROM ME OR STEAL MY JOY!
KENYA, I'M JUST A YOUNG WOMAN, LEARNING FROM THOSE THAT ARE WISER. TO BETTER ME! I have alot to learn & don't mind learning! I ADMIRED YOUR ABILITY TO POST SUCH ACCURATE NUMBERS, OFTEN WONDERED IF YOU HAD AN INSIDE SOURCE TO MARGE, BUT THAT'S NOT IMPORTANT! I PRAY THAT GOD WILL POUR YOU OUT A BLESSING THAT YOU CANNOT CONTAIN! & WHEN IT SPILLS OVER, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS! THANK YOU FOR POSTING THE NUMBERS DAILY & GIVING OF YOURSELF SO FREELY, TO ALL OF US! I AM MUCH APPRECIATIVE TO YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE! IN THE FUTURE, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY POSTS, PLEASE PM ME, & address me in the orderly manner that should have taken place today! AS YOU SAID THAT IS WHY YOU HAVE THE PM section on this site! THANK YOU!