Well stuff like that had happened to me before years ago, when i was like 21 or 22 years old like 3 times...But i never missed it and it was like a scratch i don't know if it was because i was young....But i really felt it like 3 1/2 years ago [even though this is different], but I was getting a disability from the military and i had just gotten 2,200 dollars a month every month for my disabiltiy here in Panama...For some reason i had to see a special doctor and explain to him my condition...and i did but the last question he asked me was what was i doing with the money and i told him the truth i told him that i was saving money to buy my mother a house what i didnt tell him is that i was going to live in that house and that the house cost between 35K - 40,000 dollars...For some reason you are not allow to do that and they cut back my disability, now i am getting 900 dollars a month...It hurts, sometimes i think about it and it hurts, not physically but mentally...and sometimes it feels as though that doctor hurt me physicaly...If i was getting paid 2,200 a month i could had move in with my dad for 2 years and save the 2 years worth and have the house in 2 years....That's why i'll like to tell Americans if you are making 5,000 dollars a month in your job save 1,000 every month because you never know...
And the worse of this disability is that you can't get a job....And i can't pay a monthly bill to get the house because my disability is not something PERMANENT, anytime they can take it away from me...And you know what was my tactic and i would have felt very good had this happened...They should had let me get the 2,200 a month for 4 years and then after that if they felt they wanted to take it away from me they could had because i would had saved money to buy a house and live with my mother...worse case scenario, i would had had a house and get paid 900 dollars a month which is not bad...And what is shameful is that right now i just turn 32 and i live with my dad without a house...
but i am not too mad because had this not happened i wouldn't have come up with the ideas and systems that i thought about and have in my blogs...
This is why i want the lottery to pay people a monthly salary for life and not give them a lump sum...
But in a way it makes me feel like i am in the army and if you really look at it is like been in a slight army in combat...
anyways i hope you recover from this....
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