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Nice little Christmas gift

And I didn't even expect to get one.

That old hat cleaned up real nice.  A Quaker of the old variety would observe admiringly, "It looks real plain."  Another thing to be grateful for this great day, plus another addition to the mess of hats that cause me a lot of trepidation when I go outdoors.  Hmmm this one, or that one?

Sometimes I pick the wrong one but don't realize it until I'm out in the truck.  End up having to unlock the adobe and come back in to switch. 

But the Tilley's are still the best for just plain old backpacking and he-mansyness out in the manly world where manly men do manly things.

Anyway, just got back from playing another few hours of blackjack.  Ain't entirely certain I won't pick out just  the right headgear and head on back down there after the cats get their outdoorsiness taken care of for a while.

Might not even buy lottery tickets for tonight, though I'm torn.  When you feel as exhuberant as I'm feeling it mightn't be a bad idea just to polish things off with a QP.

Hope all of you are having a grand old time.  Hope you're all just forgiving the bejesus out of all those folks you tend to be impatient with.  Hope you all are spreading a lot of love and kindness and mercy to those around you.

In a sense that's what tomorrow's supposed to be the anniversary of the beginning of.

It ain't ever too late to begin.

Jack

 

Entry #502

Afterthought

For those of you blogsters who visit to satisfy your hungries for weirdness, here's something that I forgot to mention in reference to the blood/hat stuff yesterday.

I got to examining that hat more closely, though I've yet to clean off what's on it.

Turns out it isn't quite black, but is a deep green instead.  But I've only seen one hat like it in my life.  I believe this hat belongs to me, that I haven't seen it since before Y2K.  It's a doppelganger of one I think I might have bought from L.L. Bean 15 or so years ago because it could be wadded up and stuck in the pocket.  Nice hat, but I quit wearing it after I bought my first Tilley (canvas, hat-wearer/appreciater's dream) hat.

If I'm correct about this hat in front of me the implications are troubling.  It would have come from some box or storage barrel out at my Y2K cabin, 150 miles from here, roughly.

Just an added note to remind you that strangeness exists in this life if you let it in.

Jack

 

Entry #501

Pre-dawn ramblings

Morning blogsters:

I did my best not to expect anything out there on the front porch this morning, but I sneaked around and expected some sort of weirdness anyway, I suppose.  Caught myself surrepticiously squinting around various places looking for clues that the bug I cleaned off the windshield yesterday was still intact, looking for some other windshield of mine to splatter itself across.

But despite my crafty examination of the dark terrain I couldn't find any buckets of blood laid out horizontal, any boobie traps, any nuthun much except Orion slipping off toward the west trying to stay ahead of the sun.

Hmmmm.

Been to the predictions page?  Take a look at this:

 

ADB-23West VirginiaDaily 4Straight + 24-Way Box5-0-3-85-0-3-8$2,600

four4meOregonPick 4 10pmStraight + 24-Way Box4-2-0-14-2-0-1$2,600

 

lilnitaWashington, D.C.DC-4Straight + 12-Way Box1-2-2-31-2-2-3$2,700

LuckyQuebecLa Quotidienne 4Straight + 24-Way Box0-7-9-50-7-9-5$2,600
LuckySouth CarolinaPick 4Straight + 24-Way Box6-4-9-16-4-9-1$2,600

 

thousandairGeorgiaCash 4Straight + 24-Way Box0-8-9-60-8-9-6$2,600

 Most everything else was $300 and less, but that's a lot of 100 dollar bills.  Those folks are cooking with gas.

 I hope all you blogsters are being nice back at your relatives today.  They don't mean nuthun in what they're saying and doing around you and about you.  They're just malignant personalities who have the same cancer of the soul we're all prone to have if we don't spend our lives working our arses off to excise it. 

Be vigilent, blogsters.  Shoot a lot of forgiveness and love out into those tumors you've chosen to spend the holidays with.  And be doubly careful not to listen to them when they're saying nasties about that old b*tch aunt of yours.

Jack

 

 

Entry #500

Blackjack afternoon

Hi blogsters:

I decided I needed a break from the numbers and all the mud and blood, so I headed off and spent the last nine hours or so playing blackjack.  A modestly spiritual experience, as blackjack tends to be on a good day.

Anyway, it was good, the cards were right except for a couple of dealers who kept bringing me back down to even, after which I had to begin the long struggle upward again.

As I got my old levi jacket around my shoulders and prepared to come home and face the angry cats and whatever comes next after blood, pit boss came over and gave me a high-roller card for a meal.  I took it down to the snack bar and got two meals, instead, one to go.  Then sat around talking to a guy about my age for an hour, us telling one another how sorry young people are today compared to how unsorry we were when we were that age.

Talked a lot about how the country's gone to hell in a handbasket, how young people don't know nuthun, don't work, how the whole shebang is doing the long swim down the commode because smart, hard-working, literate, mostly wise men like ourselves ain't going to be around to pull things out, etc.

First time I ever came across talk of that sort I was a lot younger listening to old guys saying much the same things around the time Sputnik I went up.  Then a little later I read Pliny the Elder stealing the ideas around 100 AD.

Ah well.

Jack

Entry #499

Lots of blood, no corpse

Morning blogsters:

Minor mystery here this morning.  Got me wondering and the cats spooked to high heaven.

I went out for my wake-up smoke and discovered a LOT of blood on the front porch.  A lot.  No evidence of where it came from, why it's there... 

No corpse lying around that I'm able to find in the dark sporting a half-inch hole in the forehead and two in the chest, so I'm reasonably certain I didn't get up during the night, shoot a prowler, and casually go back to bed to deal with this after daybreak.

I slept fairly soundly and didn't hear anything during the nightl.  The security camera didn't pick up any noise.  But somewhere out there in the world there's a warm-blooded creature with a lot less of it circulating around inside him than he had yesterday.

Strange way to start a day.

Jack

 

 

 

 

Entry #498

Shuffling, cutting and dealing numbers

 Evening blogsters:

I've been neglecting this thing.  The last couple of days I've been distracting meself fairly hard looking at numbers.

I dunno.

I'm beginning to think I'm an amazingly stupid individual in more ways than I usually give myself credit for.  I have a text file of everything Alonzo Wright (Big Loooser) said while he was posting here.  Been going over the hints he gave trying to understand what he was saying.

Here are a few of the jewels he left:

  • I look at numbers the way God looks at them.
  • Keep it simple.
  • History always repeats itself.

Doesn't seem all that cryptic, does it?

Anyway, I've been struggling to put what he said into the context of everything I've learned since about the way the numbers work.  Back testing in a half-arsed way.  Testing all manner of methods and posting them as predictions, usually either as five-number sets, or tight full wheels.

A while ago I found something I've been overlooking for a long time, looking straight at it but not seeing it.  So I put together yet another tight wheel. 

If New Mexico Roadrunner hits these tonight I'll know I should have hopped in the galloping jalopy and driven the seven miles down the mountain to buy half a dozen tickets.

11-15-16-18-28

11-15-16-18-29

11-15-16-28-29

11-15-18-28-29

11-16-18-28-29

15-16-18-28-29

Anyway, everything's quiet here tonight, cats sacked out, 65 degrees indoors without so much as a heater going.  I'd guess there's a lot of familying going on, people coming in from faraway places to try and find things their family members can say to get their danders up, remembering slights and offenses that happened a quarter century ago and hoping THIS time that old dirt can be dredged up in a way that leaves the other party feeling like dirt.

Kids coming home from school to huff and puff with newly found sophistication.  Boys telling their old girl friends there are just NO interesting girls off in the mid-west, and the girls agreeing, but swearing there aren't any interesting boys around here, either.

Life goes on.

Jack

Entry #497

December 21, 2004

Tomorrow, last year.  A million years and miles ago yesterday in my back yard.

These two good men, close friends died tomorrow a year ago.

Mel was murdered by someone putting anti-freeze and ground glass into something he ingested.  Socorro, New Mexico.

Richard was killed by a delayed action fuse on something his Nazi superiors in the US Army experimented with and didn't tell him.  Port Lavaca, Texas.

Both worthy men, friends I'm blessed to have shared some life with.

Hoping for peace and sleep for dead men's not a bad thing.  There are no US Army officers in sleep.  No cops.

RIP

 

 

The man in this picture is my old friend Richard Sturm.

Richard died in December, 2004, in Port Lavaca, Texas.

Richard was a 100% disabled veteran of the United States Army. From 1964, until his death he spent his entire adult life in and out of Veterans hospitals. When he wasn’t in a hospital he was usually in a café somewhere drinking coffee and being friendly with anyone who’d give him the time of day.

Or he was with me, camping, fishing, seeing the sights, singing, passing the time. That happened less than he’d have liked, probably more than I’d have preferred. Richard wasn’t an easy man to be around.

Before he volunteered for the Army he was a patriotic youth, intelligent, dynamic, from a family of super-achievers. He graduated from high school with honors, well liked and respected by his teachers and classmates. A young man with a future. Then he joined the US Army.

In 1964, he was stationed in Massachusetts with the Army Security Agency. Without his knowledge or consent, he was selected for an experiment by the career military men who were his superiors. He was given a massive dose of LSD. He sustained permanent brain damage as a result.

Richard spent several months in a mental ward of an Army hospital, presumably under observation by the powers-that-be, to see what they’d wrought. Then they gave him is medical discharge, released him from service and from the hospital, and sent him home without confiding to anyone what the problem was and why it happened.

Several years later after he’d been examined, had his thyroid removed, given electric shock treatments, everything the puzzled medicos could think of to try and improve this mysterious condition, his brother, an attorney, came to suspect something of what had happened. The stories of events of this sort had begun to creep out of hiding and into the press.

A formal demand was made for release of his records, and finally the story came out.

Richard wasn’t injured defending his country. He didn’t get his skull fractured on some battlefield by enemies. He was betrayed by the career military men of his own country, officers and enlisted men, whom he’d given an oath to obey and defend. He served in good faith, and he was betrayed by his country.

Some have noted on the threads that I don’t have an automatic high regard for career military men. They’re correct. Richard’s just an extreme example of thousands of men who’ve been killed, injured, disabled by irresponsible, insane, and idiotic decisions by men who make a career of blindly following orders without thinking, weighing consequences, not feeling any remorse so long as they were ordered to do it.

Like good little Germans.

Jack

 

 

2 Comments:

At 12:05 PM, four4me said...

Rip i am so sorry about your friend. My best friend was killed in VN by friendly fire he and some marine buddy's were playing quick draw with loaded 45's 2 days left to go before he was to return home to be married to his most beautiful fiance. He would never have went into the military if it weren't for her father who said no punk kid was going to marry his daughter unless he could prove that he was a man. So like his father in law to be suggested he went into the marine corps and bravely fought and served for our country. Only to be wasted by another punk kid trying to prove that only one of them was the fastest gun in the country.

On another note have you ever read or saw the movie "Jacobs Ladder" i can tell you several stories that are true in nature to this happening in the military.

At 1:11 PM, Rip Snorter said...

Thanks for the reply four4me.

Someday a historian will have enough distance from the 20th Century to write an honest history of it. When that happens, death and maiming of US men by friendly fire and similar matters during the incessant undeclared wars that dominated the last half of it will inevitably occupy a prominant part of the story.

Sorry about your friend, as well.

I've never read Jacob's Ladder. I'd look forward to the stories you'll have to tell.

Jack

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Long days journey into night - Mel King

If I ever write another book, Mel King will have to occupy a few chapters of it.  I’ve mentioned him a few times on this blog, but mostly, I’ve not been able to write much about him at all.  I’m still digesting what happened to him.

On one of the threads recently the discussion drifted to the War on Drugs.  I suppose if I’d never met Mel I probably wouldn’t thought much about that issue, would never have bothered to form an opinion about it. 

But in many ways, Mel was a product of that war, from the time it began during the Reagan Administration, he was one of the adversaries.  It changed him from a small-time marijuana growing woods-vet to a wealthy man.  It involved him in a major felony arrest, confiscation of much of his property, the mysterious death of a police officer, repeatedly on America’s Most Wanted television series, and constant harassment by the FBI, State Police and local police for the remainder of his life.

They wanted to believe he killed a Mountainair, NM, police officer because it was the only construction of the facts that didn’t expose the rotten core of the War on Drugs.  Shortly before he was murdered in December, 2004, he showed me an anonymous, hand-written letter accusing him of killing the policeman and threatening to come balance it all.

It’s time I began writing down a few things about Mel King anyway.

Mel King was a major, financially successful marijuana grower and large-scale broker in New Mexico for many years.  During that time he was also a long-term heroin addict.  (He first became addicted to morphine while in the hospital recovering from wounds he got in the Marine Corps in Vietnam).  The only way Mel got away with what he was doing for so many years was by being considered a complete maniac, and by making certain the authorities got their fair share of the proceeds.  He drove around in a VW van with bullet-holes in the windshield from the inside

When he got busted in 1987, with 150 pounds in his house it was because he made himself too big a nuisance to be allowed to go on.  He was attracting too much attention.

But even so, he never came to trial.  That 150 pounds of high-grade vanished from the evidence lockers.  The empty bags with his evidence numbers on them were found in the home of the policeman who made the initial stop during his arrest.  But someone murdered that policeman, probably for the marijuana, which is how they happened to find the empty evidence bags.

While he was in jail awaiting bail, Mel resolved to turn his life around.  He freed himself from heroin and when he was released he started a successful furniture business, did his best to stay clean for the remainder of his life.  Succeeded in being a trustworthy, successful man and one of the best friends I've ever had.

During the years I knew him, Mel was a deeply spiritual man.  He was honest, guileless, hard-working, sincere, courageous, and in many ways, wise.  We prospected a lot of canyons together, talked of many things over campfires listening to the wind in the pines.  He was also my partner during Y2K.

Mel and I disagreed on many things, but he believed, as I do, that he knew what happens to a man when he dies.  He never feared death and he never believed he’d done anything in this life to give him any reason to fear it.

I believe he was right.

Jack

 

5 Comments:

At 1:03 AM, LOTTOMIKE said...

i just got through reading at work a fairly long book on the failed war on drugs since the reagon administration during the 80's started its crackdown.there are many reasons it failed.i read some very shocking things.it seemed that most of the leaders of mexico and countries in south america were involved in making and selling cocaine for huge amounts of money and were kept in power by the people responsible for the drugs.a mexican high up in the mexican army was about to busted only to be warned by someone high up in the dea here in the US ahead of time because we needed him for more sensitive "information" later on in some other situation.every time there would be a major case about to come down on some high general in some foreign country in south america all the sudden it was dropped or that person got off the hook.all we succeeded in mostly was putting some guy on a street corner selling a couple dollars worth of dope in jail for a few nights.they never accomplished the goal of cutting these drugs off at its source and where it was coming from.look up mike levine he has a great book on this.he was with the dea for decades and saw firsthand how it failed.the whole thing got bungled and badly mishandled.

At 6:34 AM, LOTTOMIKE said...

ronald reagan i think was the first one to get real tough with his "just say no" thing he had going on back in the 80's.i remember being in school back then and having this stuff taught to us constantly.the ironic thing is i think its what first got me interested in "mary jane" lol.those days are behind me and i don't do those things anymore anyway.we all experiment and learn from our experiences.society needs to be more tolerant and give people chances to correct their mistakes.its sad that mel was looked at for his past instead of how good he had been doing......

At 7:36 AM, Rip Snorter said...

Hi Mike:

Mel wasn't a complainer. Took things as they came. I'd guess he'd just say, "It don't mean nuthun'" about all this. "It's just life."

He hated the war on drugs because he believed it was destroying this country, eating away at the bowels in a hundred different directions. What was done to him wasn't something abstract, such as a war. It was human beings acting consciously and deliberately.

It don't mean nuthun. It's just life.

Jack

At 11:00 AM, konane said...

You never know what dramas from a previous lifetime Mel and the others were continuing to work out, to fight as it were. From what you've written the next chapter will be available his next lifetime and so on until it's worked out.

Lots of question could be answered if we could easily time travel back to the root cause, dilemma or outright misunderstanding which precipitated through time to a present lifetime. Seems we all might benefit from that knowledge saving us all lots of drama on the way.

At 11:13 AM, Rip Snorter said...

Konane:
Thanks for the comment.
Mel and I spent countless hours over campfires and coffeepots discussing those exact matters.
We were forever shocked with the repeated realizations of how parallel our lives had run, how similar we were in so many ways in our pasts and our challenges later in life. It was Mel who introduced me to the wonders of affirmations.

One of the things we were most puzzled by was the fact that our two lives, his and mine, seemed to differ so much from the lives of others. Crazy drama seemed to be forever breaking down the doorway and coming in guns blazing, uninvited and without a warrant. We examined this through a microscope, asking ourselves what we were doing to invite it and how we could stop it.

But for Mel, it's a closed issue for now. And I'm just hanging, doing my best to stay in the shadows and not give any impression that I've got any outstanding invitations waiting for uninvited guests of that sort.

Thanks again, amiga.
Jack

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Entry #496

Shoes and ships and sealing wax

Morning blogsters:

Hmmm.  Numbers stuff.  That set of 8 numbers in a wheel I put up on the predictions page for all the pick 5 games yesterday, first.

Not a major victory for the Unified Numbers Behavior Theory.  I'd guess I put that wheel up for 20 pick five games.  The only hit was 3 out of 6 for Massachusetts.

Back to the drawing board at trying to get the numbers for the other draws off the Keno games.

................

Jani Norman hit for $2600 on the Oregon pick 4..... Oregon is going down in flames against the LP predictors. 

Litebets27 snagged $2500 on the Connecticutt Pick 4, which I think someone else also did a few days ago.  Any State with a name that difficult to spell deserves anything it gets.

MADDOG had a whole passel of 200 and 300 dollar wins all over the board

Thousandaire also had a dozen or so 200 dollar winners.

Otherwise most of the other wins were a single or three 200-300 winners and lots of smaller stuff.

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Anyway, that 3 out of 6 for one state on a generic wheel of 21 tickets with 8 numbers  probably says something, but it's too early in the morning for me to figure out what.

Can't recall at the moment what I was gonna say about shoes except that this pair of Walmart mocs I use for house shoes are beginning to get a bit odiferous.  Lousy design.... leather mocs with a foam cushion inside that isn't condusive to washing.

Ships................hmmm .... guy came past here with a pickup with a tall camper yesterday with a catamarand on top... This dirt road out front is sometimes a trial for any car what with threading between the acequia and zigging and zagging dodging cottonwoods and ducking under major limbs.

He didn't make it.  Had to unthread all the way backward to a turning around place.

Sealing wax?  I guess the walrus is going to have to wait until later in the morning on that one.

Jack

 

Entry #495

Moot points in the modern world

I see there's a considerable stink being raised over whether the Patriot Act gets renewed by the US Congress because of infringements on the privacy of Americans.  I'll confess I'm generally opposed to a statute that allows circumvention of the US Constitution insofar as searches without warrants and abuses by official agencies in matters not involving national security.

However, having said that, I suggest it's a moot point.

I have in front of me a cheap cellular telephone.  But it has a proven capability of recording a conversation between US Border Patrol agents sitting in the next booth in a restaurant.  Taking their pictures, both still, and video.

This is reality.

Maybe runaway technology is a good thing.  Maybe the certainty that we no longer have any privacy will finally provide a motivation for us to behave the ways we should have been behaving all along.  If we believe we have any dark secrets now we're probably wrong in thinking so.

But if this $30 cellular phone will do what it will do, you can bet there are hundreds, maybe thousands of instruments in the hands of businesses, government agencies, and nosy neighbors to assure there's no longer anything worth trying to hide.

Yeah, I oppose searches without warrants, particularly those conducted without my knowledge.  But the fact is, if it happens to me I'll know.  The thumb-sized security camera installed in front of my house to record anyone approaching when I'm gone will get it all down for the record.

I don't have any privacy, you don't have any privacy, the US Border Patrol doesn't have any privacy, and the cop who stops you for a burned out tail-light doesn't have any privacy. 

We're all just going to have to start behaving ourselves.

Jack

 

Entry #493

Just for chuckles

Morning blogsters:

I just posted the following wheel on the predictions page for all the Pick 5 draws today except South Carolina. 

Seven numbers in a full wheel compiled from various draws on Keno Atlantic Canada, Michigan, NY Pick 10, Ontario Keno, Quebec Banco, and Washington State Keno.  But used in an attempt to predict Pick 5 draws scattered all over the US that will happen today.  Entirely different matrixes, different histories, thousands of miles apart geographically.


09-11-18-19-22
09-11-18-19-27
09-11-18-19-29
09-11-18-22-27
09-11-18-22-29
09-11-18-27-29
09-11-19-22-27
09-11-19-22-29
09-11-19-27-29
09-11-22-27-29
09-18-19-22-27
09-18-19-22-29
09-18-19-27-29
09-18-22-27-29
09-19-22-27-29
11-18-19-22-27
11-18-19-22-29
11-18-19-27-29
11-18-22-27-29
11-19-22-27-29
18-19-22-27-29

Seven numbers in a full wheel involving 21 tickets.

It's an experiment, part of an ongoing attempt to establish and refine a theory I've discussed here before.  A unified numbers behavior theory.

If you are interested, keep an eye on the Pick 5 hit statistics tomorrow on the predictions page.

Jack

Entry #492

Rich text editor

Hi blogsters:

Just running this new text editor through the paces.  Got a spell checker......that's a big plus.  My spelling never won any awards.  I ain't a good speller.  Lots of different fonts available now. There's also superscript and subscript.  Copyright©2005 Jack Purcell.....Hey, gots a copyright symbol.

  1. Got ordered lists
  2. Got unordered lists

Lots of nice new features.

Been sort of wishing for that copyright symbol, particularly.  But I think I like the spell checker best.

I think I like the whole shebang.

Thankee Todd

Jack

Entry #490

Just rambling

That didn't take long, did it blogsters?

I'm having some self-discipline problems this morning. 

The habit side of meself is demanding I run up Excel and start shuffling numbers around. 

The ne'er-do-well-lazy-worthless-bum-shooting-for-street-people-status side's saying, "Ahhh, no man!  Let's get this room warmed up a bit, suck another cup of java, go outside for another smoke and maybe try to look a bowl of oatmeal in the eye."

Bum's winning the argument at the moment.

I was reading through some of the threads trying to figure out Lottoloots posts and counter-posts by hypersoniq, time-treat and powerplayer.  I can't make my atrophied old brain focus on what I'm seeing there.  Looks almost like some foreign spy code written in greek.

I've been messing with Excel for a while trying to make it do more to help instead of just sitting there sneering at me as I do what I know it could do if I knew how.  It's reading Mad magazines, smoking cigarettes, making snide comments about who is the boss and who is the employee..... about why I've got it if I'm going to do all the heavy lifting.  But then it says something in Chinese or ancient Egyptian when I ask it how I'm supposed to tell it what to do.

However, thanks to a suggestion on one of the threads from hypersoniq, I have managed to get it to speed the process of sorting numbers.  Don't know why I never thought of it.  I just put them into a column a few thousand lines deep and go for broke.  Sort that mama, then take them down in sequence and line them up so's they look a bit like an upside down bar graph.  That's the closest I've been able to get to using the Histogram feature.  But it's a far sight better and faster than I was doing it before.

Ah well.

Time for another smoke and another run at self-discipline.

Jack

Entry #489

Slicker's out in the truck

Morning blogsters:

Heavy, high overcast...  strong feeling she might just snow.

You guys taken a look at the yesterday predictions yet? 

Vastine 28 did a couple of 24 way boxes on pick 4 Oregon.... 2600 each

Lucky hit a straight 12 way box for DC at 2700

Angelm hit a 24 way for Connennennennennectionictutt for 2600

And Amazing Grace, (the looker) hit four of the same for Inillois and Iowa at 2600 each.

 Those folks are smoking.

 Quite a number of wins in the 200-300 dollar range and lots of smaller stuff.

I tried a couple of different things on NM yesterday and gotta track down which one hit 3 out of 5, which ain't anything at all ...............3 out of 5s are a dime a dozen all down the predictions board yesterday ..... looks as though a number of folks might be trying different methods and hitting on some.

Haven't looked up my PB numbers yet to see whether it did anything.... last time around the Powerplay option saved me and payed for my yesterday tickets, of which there were only five with PP.

Heck of a deal.... here it is pre-dawn Sunday morning and all I have to talk about is predictors and numbers.  Guess I started too early with my blogging...... cats ain't up yet and the universe is flowing out seeping into my reality the way a submariner hopes the ocean will seep into his......really slow.

Maybe something later,

Jack

 

 

 

 

 

Entry #488