My dad drinks and drinks and nobody tells him anything about it, i play lottery and i get psychologically reprimended, not physically but mentally...Is a constant thing....And what he nor my mom can see is where are you going to get lots of money if is not robbing a bank or selling drugs...If the lottery had not existed in many plases someone who is extremely poor or homeless can not dream of getting a super nice home in the upper class side of his country...
But not liking that your son play lottery or someone disproving of you playing the lottery is not as BITING as it is the indirect lines, and secret message my parents send me everytime someone calls them on the phone...I sometimes think that whoever is telling them stuff on the phone must be BUYING my parents it happens everytime after someone calls them, i dont know what they tell them...I see why many males kill or beat their wifes because i think is that phone thing is a constant thing, i think someone calls my parents and tells them, i´ll pay you so much and i want you to say such words on the phone mentioned them aloud or reprimend your sons about it...I dont know if i will ever get married because is going to happen to me so much and i am not going to take it that i will end up divorcing the person that´s why i rather see prostitutes, every women that i´ve been with i´ve seen this pattern is as people out there were tied to what other people out there said, i remember i had a super beautiful blond girlfriend and she broke up with me because of that...Is as when you get married you dont get married to a person but an organization, or clan, or group of people, or a cult, or a skin, or a tribe i dont know...Dude and is a constant thing they do it all day and when you are mad too....This is worse than picking on someone...And in many cases is related to what i type here on this site many times i am listening to my parents talking and i am paying attention and is not related to the subject they are reprimending me about, or counseling me is off the subject and the words that sticks out is related to stuff i say on this site as if trying to imply or send to me an indirect line about this site, it happens time and time again...I dont know what to say: Every race here in Costa Rica & Panama got their own Tribes, i dont care what feature you are from...I have noticed that all my life...I think you can see this in every country that you go i have experienced this phenomenon in all 3 countries...I´ve have experienced this phenomenon in the USA, Costa Rica & Panama...and i know is like that in every country i am willing to bet...Many times my parents are counseling me or reprimending me and the phone will ring they will pick it up and after they are done talking on the phone the reprimentation will change subject....And i dont know who is on the other end of that phone...
And i sometimes wonder if is because of this interest that i got or how far i´ve gotten in the lottery because you have to understand been very close to winning Powerball or knowing how to win pick3 with 1 ticket is like: been the director or manager of a country biggest bank where billions and billions of dollars flow....
Those are the stuff that get to me more than my parents or family members disproving of me playing the lottery....
I cant talk infront of my parents about millions or mention hundreds of millions, meaning the jackpots of MegaMillions because they dont like it so i keep it to myself...
One thing is disproving of what i do the other is what goes on on that cell phone or phone...The reasons why i dont get cell phones...
The Forex trades: 1.6 Trillion dollars EVERY day, that´s more than the GDP of the Carribbean Central America, COMBINED. Enough to feed every crook out there for centuries...To all Geniuses & Powers Countries of the World the Planet needs breakthroughs in all Medicine, Veterinary, Biology related fields, Psychology, Population Psychology/Sociology..They need to genetically ingeneer new plants species/types to give more variety of plants and thus have more resources for combating diseases¨